The waves and breathing

Hey guys here again to explain my three month journey so far. I have had many Super O's and dry o's and they all feel amazing. i am really in-tuned with my body. I know what turns me on and I know what turns me off. I'm starting to get really good at edging with my device in even though i came by accident a few times but the end feeling was still great. I have tried tantric exercise and breathing and they get me worked up very fast and good. So lately I have been reading about tantric erotic music to get you in the mode. I have a sexy playlist on my computer that i listen to while i edge but it just makes me horny and want to cum. But I actually have listen to a full 30 minute song and i wanted to explode. The waves and the breathing was so calming. But while it was calming it was also making me hot, ad then i start to gyrate then the breathing picks up and then my penis starts to pulsate. I feel the pre-cum just at the tip ready to slide down the shaft. I trying not to think and just my body go but I'm also trying not to cum by accident again. I read that you should look your dick in the eye and command it with your mind not to burst. But it was feeling so good. Every time a wave crashed on the song i got hit with a pure burst of pure blissfulness. Im shaking like crazy still trying not to cum. Who thought that a 30 minute song can do this to a person. I mean I'm pulsating like crazy. I'm trying to talk my self out of cumming. I have tears in my eyes but I feel so damn good. After the song ended I stopped. I slowed down my breathing and just turned off my computer and fell a sleep. I did not cum yesterday. this all happen yesterday. I have my device in now and as i type my mind is just going bonkers cause i still want to cum. I am trying to hold off til tomorrow but i don't think my penis would like that. The music the breathing the waves did me in. I loved it all. Has the music ever got anyone else that close to want to explode everywhere.