Strange multiple semi-traditional orgasm...

I've been expirimenting with shallow and deep jabbing/massaging of my perinium with my three middle fingers while stimulating the T-spot (T-spot being penis because T = traitional? sorry, noobie still). Apologies if you thought this thread was an Aneros semi-success story, sorry. Anyways! Stimulating the T spot until the jabbing starts to feel good.

At this point I'm lightly stimulating the T spot to keep the pleasure going. This is required because my perinium alone can't keep the pleasure going until I'm right before T orgasm. Maybe that will change in the future.

Going deep seems to set off powerful pleasure waves that last about a second, pleasure that feels a lot like what I feel with a T orgasm... just to let you know all this is not as pleasurable as a T orgasm because it requires holding back. So the jabbing starts to feel quite good and I'm now slowly dripping. Too much stimulation would lead to a T orgasm and refactory period. Stopping the stimulation before T-gasm can allow involuntary contractions just like a T-gasm.

By the 3rd time I reach this state, it seems that I’m out of fluid and am not getting involuntaries, but I’m sure if I have a T-orgasm I’d cum a little bit more. After reaching the period a few more times with maybe just tiny drops leakage, the pleasure starts to feel like I'm going to have a T-gasm and refactory period no matter what, so it's limiting. Also, if I don’t reach T-gasm I still feel like there’s some kind of refactory symptoms. I may have less refactory symptoms if I limit myself to reach the semi-T-orgasm stage once or twice.

I dunno what to make of it really!

Late note: At one point I was near orgasm so I firmly deeply held my fingers into the perinium and at the same time pressing on the sensitive spot under the penis, stimulating it ever so slightly to not at all and the pleasure just kept growing. But had to stop or I'd have a T-gasm.