Squirt?

Hi all

I haven’t been around much recently but I’ve also all but stopped my solo play. It happens once every few weeks now, mainly because I don’t make time. I do use toys and have all sorts of prostate/other orgasms when I make love to my wife a couple times a week, but I have been missing out on solo discovery these last few months.

anyways my wife was gone and I decided to try my helix to see if I still enjoy it. Once it was my main toy but I have been using my progasm and my lelo Hugo (without the vibrations) during intimacy with my wife recently. After a quick build up to a couple massive ones all within 5 minutes, my cat jumped somewhere he usually doesn’t. I was intrigued, watched him and lost my mojo.

I couldn’t get back into it, was gonna stop, then decided to try fingers. That was great, not spectacular but I was getting my mojo back. So I was lazy and instead of trying to use a small toy again I went straight for my big dildo. After 15 minutes of increasingly pleasurable orgasms I was tired and stopped.

After pulling out the dildo I checked to see if my asshole still existed. It was there and it felt good. I decided to not let such sensitivity go to waste, and finger myself for another ten minutes or so. It was realllly good, I was keeping my finger in place and moving back and forth around it just by flexing my pc muscles, when suddenly I thought I was going to expel ejaculate (never happens). The thought of that was driving me wild, I was screaming with my eyes closed.

I felt warmth and looked down and something had come out but it was very liquid. Precum? I dunno. I kept going. The more I felt I was expelling something, the crazier I got. At one point I stopped and looked down. A bit yellow. Definitely pee. I cleaned up and continued fingering myself in the shower where it didn’t matter if I made a mess.

It felt like squirting in a female way. That is, I have already squirted using the post-ejacualtion penis-head rubbing method and that is hell, real masochistic stuff, hard to say if it is even pleasureful. This felt like a loss of control of my bladder during extreme pleasure. Like prostate orgasm but also the good feelings were augmented by the excitement that I was squirting. It was really good. I hope i can recreate it some day!