Sometimes it feels like my journey is similar to Sisyphus in greek mythology. He was punished by the gods to push a boulder up a hill only for it to roll back down every time it neared the top, repeating this action for eternity.
I've never managed to experience consistent 'involentaries'. It always feels like i'm 99% there towards a orgasm, but no matter the effort/pushing, it's always out of reach/impossible to go to the other side. Kinda like trying to catch a rainbow, always on the other side of the hill.
My question is how do i complete the journey to the other side/that last percent/unlock the full power of orgasm? Any 'tip' or trick i should try would be greatly appriciated.
I've experienced small glimpses of 'the other side' for a few seconds at a time, over the span of fifteen years, and the 'power'/volume on the other side is truly astronomical. Just a small taste of what yet to come, forever teasing me and encouraging me to never give up the journey.
Thankyou so much Clenchy, your response was exactly what i was looking for. I'm definitely going to try and imagine what it feels like and hopefully in time learn to make it real.
I know exactly how it feels like on the other side of the edge. I've been there a thousand times while masturbating, and the endless craving to go back never ever stops. Like you said, a different kind of pleasure, filled with satisfaction and release, and so very delicious.Â
The Aneros experience, as amazing and wonderful as it may be with infinite amount of pleasure, is very lopsided. With only one side of the coin showing, and the other side forever out of reach makes it extremely frustrating sometimes.