Reporting In

Hi All,

Its been a little over two months since I purchased my MGX. In my first post, I mentioned that I had 1/2 a dozen or so uneventful sessions. It was during my 6th that I had some inkling of pleasure which gave me hope. The few sessions following were lackluster and I'm sure it was due to the fact that I was over thinking and expecting too much. I decided to go back to basics - relax and enjoy.

It was at this point that I decided to tell the wife. I was not sure how she would react but I did not want to "get caught" and have to explain afterwards. So one evening I mentioned that I had to tell her something. She listened intently as I told her about this "tool". She seemed interested in what I had told her so I pulled it out to give her a peek. The first thing out of her mouth was "wow, thats big". Not was I was expecting as I thought it as small to average in size. She told me that she had no place in stopping me from enjoying multiples as women do. Needless to say, I was very happy how the conversation went - I love my wife. 🙂

I had some pretty nice session following that conversation ( probably due to that fact that I was not worried about getting caught ) but something happened. My body decided that it was not going to let the aneros in. I thought I was relaxed but ended up kinda of forcing the thing in. Man was I sore in the coming days. The next few sessions I struggled to relax enough and had to cut them short. I thought about it and tried to search for what ever mental block was keeping me from relaxing. I took almost 2 weeks off and came back to it when my body started calling to me. I've been ok since then. Maybe the feelings in the previous sessions scared me? Whatever it was, my mind seems to have worked it out. I wish I could put my finger on it so that if it happens again, I can work it out but I won't lull on it.

It was in the last three sessions that I began getting involuntary spams in my pelvic, thighs and stomach area. After going back to read Busters blog, I realized that my shakes are very similar to his. At this point, anal spasms are almost non existent. I get a little flutter for 1-2 seconds here and there but I just can not relax enough. I also noticed, just a Buster did, that I stop breathing when I get any sort of pleasurable feelings. I really need to work on my breathing....

Something that has come to my attention in all this - other than the definite pleasure that I get form the aneros, I have been feeling more relaxed and less stressed outside of the aneros experimentation ( every day life ). Time to myself is great for the mind. Sad that it took me 34 years to figure that out. hehe.

At this point, I know I'm ready for what ever the Aneros wants to give me. I'm also happy with what I've experienced so far. The re-wiring continues. No doubt that this adventure has been good to me.

To the new and experienced. Good hunting

-Fishy