I just realized that while masturbating, if you relax and focus on sensations deep inside you at your prostate rather than going only for the more surface-based feelings in the penis, it can be really great. I had sometimes wondered why (especially after extended periods without ejaculating) it felt "right" to masturbate even before distinct pleasure feelings arose, and I think I figured it out: the feeling of "rightness" is the prostate sensations. Yes!
Congratulations Mindtravels,
That awareness and ability to selectively focus is a major step in your rewiring !
Cherish and build upon it.
Blessings