Hi there! I've spent a lot of time reading archives of this forum. Wanted to let you know where I'm at and just see if you have any tips or anything.
I do about 2 sessions a week with the Helix Syn Trident and each time it's more enjoyable than the last time. It is extremely pleasurable now, when I started it wasn't.
I try to see what each session has for me to learn from. I've learned that I can continue avoiding porn, that I can get aroused from the act of feeling the sensations themselves and a little fantasy (less and less actually).
I'm just gonna see where this leads me. I tried the Vice 2 but it was too big for me and would slip out. It was just to try it out and maybe come back to it, just mentioning it, and I have a Progasm Ice I haven't used.
Any comments, reassurances, or whatever, are welcome. Thank you for reading.
Any comments, reassurances, or whatever, are welcome. Thank you for reading.
You're doing great! I can only suggest that you analyze yourself a little less and concentrate more on just enjoying yourself. When you reach the point where each of your sessions are better than the last, you're coasting steadily to a better world of pleasure; you just need to remain patient while continuing to appreciare your progress. Many are anxious to get to your stage of rewiring.
Good vibes to you.
Great work ! I would normally suggest not switching things around too much as long as you're seeing better and better sessions (do not interfere) but on the other hand, since you have a Progasm "in store" you could schedule a one-off session just to see where it goes. I don't think you should wait for the "perfect" time to try it as that could build too much expectations the longer you wait.
You seem to be on a path that leads to great places, so keep going !
This progress is a pleasure to read!
The frequency of the sessions seems good to me and the successes too. If the Vice 2 is too big for you, it is likely that the Progasm is too big for you. But a trial does not commit you to anything... I've had the Progasm for a few days and only use it for the moment! Having different models to use is a good thing in my opinion. You could try a smaller model like the Eupho or the MGX. These two models also give me a lot of pleasure.
Good progress to you simplepenguin!
Another session today —still better today. Getting so much pleasure. Thanks @Morexp
If it keeps getting better, I can't blame you for sticking to the tried toy :-). However if you decide to try Progasm, I recommend doggy positions - you'll have gravity on your side. The toy is heavy so it's nice when it presses on your prostate by default and kegels don't have to work extra hard by lifting it. Don't put extra support under your hands. I used to do that but, but it limited my ability to instinctively adjust position.
When you start feeling something strange in your belly, keep at it and use position that maximizes the feeling.
If it keeps getting better, I can't blame you for sticking to the tried toy :-). However if you decide to try Progasm, I recommend doggy positions - you'll have gravity on your side. The toy is heavy so it's nice when it presses on your prostate by default and kegels don't have to work extra hard by lifting it. Don't put extra support under your hands. I used to do that but, but it limited my ability to instinctively adjust position.
When you start feeling something strange in your belly, keep at it and use position that maximizes the feeling.
thank you for this! It sounds like something I will definitely try.