I think I now know first hand what everyone's been yammering about.
I started last October. This weekend it happened. Four hours running, about a minute apart. Just about everything in the book except the feeling of ejaculation. Hard on, chills, hot flushes, shakes, copious precum, pwaves, tingeling, extreme body rigidity, long climaxes, couldn't breath, involuntaries, pelvic thrusting, auto-fuck, on and on. Picked it up the next morning and off we went again. Did it again the following morning, a string of eight or so during a less session.
Prior to the session, I felt a wanting ache all week. Very deep, always present. This was new. This was also the first time with pronounced involuntaries. I still have the ache. I may have to quit my job.
Wow. Thank you all for sharing your posts and information. This forum is a very special place.
Xileh
Congratulations Xileh!
Ain't this just grand. Hope you consider this new capability as, "a keeper."
Blessings... rook
Thank you, and yes, I hope it is a keeper. I was getting prepared for a long wait. I found it curious that during this session, I had this little feeling that there is something else yet to experiance. Have you had that kind of feeling? It seems less a want and more of an intuition.
Xileh
First of all, congrats, Xileh!
Yes, I often have a "feeling" that something more is around the corner. And, many time, it is right there.
Just a suggestion...don't quit your job.
I think a better solution is a twelve step program for those of us who find ourselves addicted to Aneros use and MMOing!!
🙂
Brian
Yes, congratulations Xileh!! And, YES, that feeling is a key; is an intuition and a key to your sustainable qualitative higher soaring, and much more beyond. You have just leapt up to a breathtakingly high plateau!!! and yes there is more.
all the very best patient leaping soaring listening grinding always all ways open and intuiting ultimate harmony and balance all
artform
Congratulations Xileh! I'm immensely happy for you! 🙂 🙂 🙂
Well, the last session was a dud. Might have been stress. The constant, wanting, ache remains. So, on with the journey!
Xileh
wow, i'm stunned... fantastic Xileh, congratulations dude
I think I now know first hand what everyone's been yammering about.
I started last October. This weekend it happened. Four hours running, about a minute apart. Just about everything in the book except the feeling of ejaculation. Hard on, chills, hot flushes, shakes, copious precum, pwaves, tingeling, extreme body rigidity, long climaxes, couldn't breath, involuntaries, pelvic thrusting, auto-fuck, on and on. Picked it up the next morning and off we went again. Did it again the following morning, a string of eight or so during a less session.
Prior to the session, I felt a wanting ache all week. Very deep, always present. This was new. This was also the first time with pronounced involuntaries. I still have the ache. I may have to quit my job.
Wow. Thank you all for sharing your posts and information. This forum is a very special place.
Good for you man! It is a truly amazing thing that someday will get the kind of attention that it deserves. The best of times to you!
Thanks everyone for your encouragement! It's been days since I've been able to try again and it literally hurts. I had a short session today and it did hurt it was so intense. Lots of buildup, no O, but powerful sensations. This is almost as bad as being a teenager. The sensations never let up and are quite demanding.
Xileh
Now I'm not so sure.
I have no frame of reference for what I have experienced in the few days, so that seemed to fit the description of a Super-O. I've had this little feeling that there was something else close at hand. Last night, I think the "little feeling" made itself evident.
Using the techniques I posted in the Recap of a chat session, I really focused on relaxation, not tensing muscles. A really deep sensation began to build with strong involuntaries. Precum leaked out and burned. I shivered all over. I've never had those sensations before. As it began to build, I began to sob. I think it was so overwhelming that it slowed and stopped, it was almost too powerful.
I don't know now how to classify what I have been feeling in the past few days. Maybe mild Super-O's? This new thing is almost frightening.
Xileh
Fantastic, Xileh,
Keep us posted. You are moving along on your journey!
Brian