Not sure where to go from here, Need some expert advise please...

Hi Guys

I am about 8-9 weeks now into my aneros sessions using the maximus. I have my sessions about every second or third day. Although i have a very nice collection of aneros products, they are very patiently waiting in the draw to come out when it is time for them to dance. But for now i am exclusive to maximus.

Now im just not sure what is happening and what to do. I think, and i am very greatful as i believe i am one of the fortunate ones to recieve signs early on, but you experience users will be able to correct me if i am wrong with my descriptions.

This past week has progressed very quickly for me. I have always had that little twitch inside and i have just learned this week how to actually relax, focus and zone in on that twitch which has resulted in some amazing and sometimes scary sensations. These are the sensations i feel.....

After insertion i now can almost immediately feel the soft twitch inside, i relax and zone in on this twitch for around 30mins, i will have my ipad with me and i will then after 30 mins watch some soft porn, normal porn distracts me. I immediately become aroused and I then begin to feel an enormous amount of pressure pushing on my perineum, the tingle inside becomes more aggressive, i feel a tingle travelling up my scrotum, and my penis just starts to pulsate and will not stop. I feel my body becoming very tense and when i am aware of it i take a deap breath and relax which causes it to go away, then after a few minutes it starts all over again, i tense, release and it goes away. It feels like something is building but vanishes in an instant. There is no orgasm or mass amounts of pleasure, but it really feels like something is building. I find it very hard to pull back and not tense, i do my best to try not to chase it because it disappears when i do. Its like a vocano is rumbling and is just wanting to explode but it just keeps rumbling.

Last nights session was a scary one, everything in the previous description was happening but then all of a sudden my heart started to thump, wasn't sure if this was a heart attack so i jumped up, it stopped. Started the session again and another 4 or 5 thumps, my thought was the family was going to find me dead of a heart attack with a piece of plastic up my arse. I ended the session....

The other thing that has changed this week is that during the day whenever i sit down i get this little tingle in my perineum area and my penis just keeps pulsating, like i am trying to exercise the muscle's, or i am trying to force that last bit of urine out after a pee, with this ever so slight of sensation. Not complaining about it cause it kinda feels good, just strange sensations.

Ok...my questions are if anyone can help me with advise....

1) when i feel this build up coming and body tenses very tight, do i release that tension and keep repeating the process? I am really not sure what to do here. If i can add also, i am most comfortable lying on my back, knees bent and feet flat using the do nothing approach and this all happens on it own.

2) these sensations that i feel during the day, has anyone else experiense these in the begining?

3) has anyone experienced the thumping of there heart?

4) is there anything in your opinion that i should or should not be doing, or maybe should change?

5) and the million dollar question, how does my progress sound on an average with other users. Do you think i will eventually get there?

Thanks in advance guys.....it is this forum and you wonderful guys and girls that make this such a great place to be. Feels like a family on its own..