Not sure if I was dreaming or not

It sounds to me that you have begun the re-wiring process. You will have to learn to 'disconnect' normal ejaculatory penile release from prostate orgasm (via Aneros). I suggest you read-through the WIKI information. Also, please don't be in any hurry with Aneros. Remember that Aneros massagers are not masturbation aids. Just keep up with normal Aneros 'sessions' and you will make slow, steady progress. Good luck!

@goldenboy is right; the two are very seperate sexual experiences. Although we mixed them on occasion (finish with penile orgasm), the touchless will produce great results by itself. One of them is second nature; your almost born with it. The other, you come across it if you are lucky and get to benefit from it for the rest of your life. Enjoy.

I've just been finishing the sessions with a regular ejaculation. Have been trying to avoid penis contact until the very end. Put it in last night and waited 20 minutes or so doing nothing but watching some TV. Then I tried several positions. Started to get a little flutter for a few seconds, but didn't really get much of anything for the 45 minutes I was trying to do the slow breathing and contracting. I realized it will probably take quite awhile to feel anything really good, but I'm wondering if it is hitting the right spot at all right now as I still can't feel it moving inside much at all. Planning to try the next one for at least two hours with perhaps some relaxing music and no other distractions.

Patience Grasshopper! You need to tone down your expectations. Rest assured you will get the feelings with time. What you are looking for does not happen overnight for a lot of people. I took about twelve 2.5 hour sessions to understand what my Helix Sin was doing to my prostate with the muscle actions I was giving it. Sit back and just let your body do the work. Eventually, you will feel little twitches and learn to appreciate them as they grow to bigger things.

Good luck in your journey.

I've been taking all the advice I've been told and have read, toned down expectations and just appreciating the journey. Used the helix for an hour last night, first time since Saturday. Took the do nothing approach laying on my side, watching some tv, just relaxing. Started to get the little flutters pretty soon for the first time. They felt really good and continued for quite some time. I could really feel where it was hitting the prostate and have been getting the "ichy" prostate feeling all day. Looking forward to continuing the journey and appreciating the small stuff.

@bobbob_555552 great news! You are on your way! More patience = more results. Enjoy!

A little more than two weeks in now. Got the first pleasurable feelings last Thursday. Had another session Saturday evening, with no effects, probably as I had a lot to drink and it dulled it too much. However, last night things got good. I inserted the helix, laid down on my side, put on some extremely sensual and erotic adult entertainment and did nothing for about 10 minutes. I then started holding a base level contraction and the twitching began. Even though my dick was sandwiched between my legs, it got instantly hard and it the pleasure feelings started to build. Really build. It was to the point that it was a bigger orgasm build up than I'd ever felt before. Unbelievable. Unfortunately, my video froze on me and took me out of the moment. I went on for another 30 minutes or so and had another huge build up. No orgasm yet, but insanely good pleasurable feelings. I think what I did wrong was not to relax enough and I need to keep the breathing going even as it makes me start to shake (the uncontrollable shaking do to the feelings was really incredible). I think I need more lube, too. I've been injecting about 2.5 ML or astroglide inside and using the Sessions lube that I got with the helix on the helix itself. Maybe I should use a bit more lube inside? The astroglide is good, but it's very thin compared to the Sessions lube. Really looking forward to the next session.