My latest discovery

I would like to share with everyone a new experience I had recently. One of the things I have found hard to overcome is getting tension in the tummy area while lying on my back, with knees raised. I have found this the best position for me, but with that problem.

I have followed to advice to breath deeply and this works for a time. But the tension creeps back until I notice it again. I have now found that this is because I am not sure where to feel my body while waiting passively for any sensations to start. So I experimented with feeling different parts of my body, or simply my whole body.

Then I found by chance that the best place is to feel the weight of my body resting on my buttocks. It seems I was ignoring all sensations of contact with me bed – my feet, my back, my shoulders, and my head. So I decided to stay with the sensation of my buttocks resting on the be. This immediately brought about a spontaneous relaxation of my whole body, including my tummy.

Then the weight on my buttocks began to feel erogenous. I had never really thought of that area of my body as being aroused. Slowly the sensations increased and the Helix Syn began to move and flutter, giving powerful sensations from my prostate. Then I found that attending to these sensations made them go away, so I kept my feeling on my buttocks, letting any other sensations go their own way.

This had two new effects. The first was that sensations spread from my buttocks up my back and over my belly. Some waves swept over my head and my mind became very clear and alert for a few moments. The second effect was that keeping my senses on my buttocks prevented my attention being drawn to my penis, which usually happens. Instead the usual ‘sexual’ feelings faded into the background and instead a new kind of deeper feeling radiated from my buttocks and to my lower back, the base of the spine. From there peaceful waves spread throughout me and my whole body relaxed and felt completely ‘open’.

I am sure this is familiar to the more experienced friends here. I would be interested in any thoughts about different ‘centres’ of the body. It seems to me that the buttocks and base of the spine radiate quite different kinds of energy to normal sexual arousal.