My First Super-O, Prostatitis, and Fears

Remember, some sensitive spots are from trigger points (e.g. knotted tissue), and just vibration will not be enough to work them out. The only way to break up a trigger point is direct, continuous, pressure for as long as you can hold it. Press and release techniques will be more beneficial there.

@mdad, I see, that is what my chiropractor does. I thought he just enjoyed torturing me! 🙂

Hey all,

So, I finally did my second round of anal periphery
massages yesterday (ten days after the first one). Here are my
observations from the first time to now:

-After the first massage pain and tenderness remained for the next day or two
-After those two days, pain was pretty much gone for awhile, maybe a week or so
-Pain and tenderness returned; dull intensity, nothing that made me uncomfortable
-On second massage, not nearly as much discomfort during the session this time as compared to the first
-Today, no noticeable pain or discomfort. Will continue to observe in the next few days before attempting a third massage

So, in the past couple of days the pain resurfaced in all its glory.
Near-constant, noticeable, but thankfully still not to the point I can't
do anything. Did my 3rd massage today, and the pain definitely comes
from the left side of my body. The pain's a little more noticeable now
hours later than the hours after my 2nd massage earlier this week. Had
to take some advil to see if that will help any just now.

@derinden, perhaps it is time to seek medical advice if that is possible for you. I gloss read your posts and I can't see reference to professional advice. I do know that we can get undefined pain associated with the anus, years ago my GP then said that cramp pain's source is unknown and it goes away. Yours seems to be more continuous. If you can seek medical advice try first to locate where you think it is, rather than " there's a pain in there somewhere"

Hey all,

It's clearly been a year since I was last here. The 'prostatitis' that I've been struggling with in that time seems to have calmed down enough for me to resume Aneros use.

It's been a little disheartening the cycle I've been through since my last post. It was try the aneros, pain, antibiotics, let it die down, try again, pain. And, the two doctors I talked to couldn't really give me an answer that satisfied. Take more pills/painkillers, or stop 'sticking stuff up your bum'. So, I decided I'll just wait.

I let Aneros use slip from my mind for several months, both as a means of letting the pain subside and as a resignation that maybe this avenue of recreation just wasn't for me. Since about winter last year I've been pain free, but I still resisted the urge of using the Aneros again. It's like, "do I want to build up hope, try again, only to be in pain once more?"

Anyhoo, about several weeks ago I decided, "eh, why not?" I tried it, and I just let the Aneros sit inside me for awhile without trying to consciously flex or squeeze. I did this in conjunction with the Hypnoaeros session MP3. I didn't last too long before I got a very strong urge to urinate, and the sensation was such that it was too distracting to continue, so I stopped. This happened a couple more times spread out over 4 weeks.

I was really pacing myself, just testing my limits. I kept using the Hypnoaeros session as well as "Pretty Little Toy" by Tessa Fields as a guide and relaxation aid. Each time I'd have to tap out cause the urge to urinate was too strong. I tried not drinking anything for a couple hours before use, too, and I didn't want to try to urinate while the aneros was inserted for fear it might cause harm.

Throughout all this I was using a combination of Vaseline and Sliquid, but when my Sliquid bottle was empty I decided it was time to buy a new lube. I tried the H20 Boy Butter "I can't believe it's not Boy Butter", which I got yesterday in the mail.

So, that brings us to today...

I was feeling good this morning. I was relaxed, just at ease over all. I knew I was going to try the aneros again today yesterday so I was a little excited. I used the new lube, and decided to 'fly this solo', without any hypnosis aids.

I told myself to take it easy, just relax, deep breaths, try to keep my mind empty and let the outside noise just wash over me. Try not to think too much about blocking out the sounds. So, I laid there and just focused on the Aneros.

After awhile I started to squeeze a little, just gentle squeezes, holding a very tender pressure and letting the toy do its thing. I'll point out that ever since I got the Aneros I've always used hypnosis aids so I couldn't hear anything outside the MP3s. So! When the Aneros got going, I actually heard myself starting to moan, and that's new to me cause, when doing anything with self-pleasure, I'm quiet. And I realized, I wasn't moaning cause I wanted to, I was doing it cause that was the only way I could breathe.

And that's when the pleasure waves started to really hit me. And every time I tried to keep quiet the louder I started to get when I eventually had to breathe. I was kind of afraid I'd stop breathing if I didn't make noise. At this point I went through the usual signs of orgasmic tension: twitching, shaking, nothing like the stuff you see in videos, but just my hand shaking uncontrollably, or not knowing what to do with my head cause it kept wanting to roll back, or roll forward, or shake side to side.

I could feel the veins in my neck bulging, and my body was kinda "going away" as the Aneros was really hitting its stride. I was trying to breathe, but couldn't without making any noise, or cursing. When I finally managed to gain some measure of control so I could relax and get a few breaths in, the damned toy started up again!

I really don't remember how long this went, maybe an hour, but it ended when my eyes snapped open and they started rolling back and I had to "finish" it, so to speak. After that, I was basically wiped out. I just laid there for awhile, not wanting to move ,not wanting to take the aneros out. I was ignoring my cat who was meowing by my door. I was destroyed, mostly. I finally mustered up the strength to take the aneros out and clean up a little before going right back to bed. That was a few hours ago and I'm still a little high from the experience.

Anyhoo, I'm hoping the pain won't return. I kinda regret for 'ending' the session too soon, but I also felt it was a good time to gauge my comfort level. I'd rather cut a really good session short now and be able to go again in another week or two than taking a session too long and hurting myself again. I also didn't want to get 'used' to the pleasure. I wanted this sensation to feel special, I didn't want to become numb to it.

All in all, a good time and I hope this means I'm back on the saddle. And, quite honestly, I needed to type this out for some reason, haha!