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05/28/2009 1:34 am
Im just recovering from a five hour marathon which Ive decided marks the end of my little honeymoon with myself in the quest for the mistery, the orgasm, the new plane, whatever... Ive been 24 days hitting aneros and self-tantra on an average of 1.5 sessions a day. Now is the time to take a break and settle into a moderate approach, I feel the door has been unlocked.
The session - Random data:
- The session was a combination of tantric masturbation and aneros (four hours prior I had been doing 10 minutes Key Sound practice)
- Once I felt I had unlocked the door I remembered what other veterans said. That when I start having the super-o's, I would be able to get orgasms with any toy in any position. Which proved to be
- As I write I feel an orgasm ready to explode just waiting for a pc squeeze to let it happen
- Cannabis was involved
- I went through various liters of water and 6 pieces of frui tin the process
- I kept having voices in my head with all sorts of information on the forum throwing at me tips here and there
- I did my fare share of trying not to cum as an exercise and it was very intense
- I was constantly switching between all my aneros toys: peridise, progasm, eupho and helix
- I used more lube that what Im normally used to. Ocasionally I would inject some water to awaken the lube that was already there to give it a floatiness, in order to get super movement. My guess with the rectum is that a lot of the fluid is reabsorbed through the walls anyway, which explains in a way why waterbased lubes loose their stay in a closed envioroment were there is no theoretical loss of humidity
- Peridise and Eupho are my favourite models no doubt about it. Eupho is superior to helix, Progasm just cant compare in the pleasure generating department at this point. Peredise works different to the other models, it plays a league of its own. So Eupho and Peridise is for me, in that order even better. I think I just love the feeling of the two most mobile models in an extra lubed enviroment
- My next objective are musicgasms soon. Ive had them in the past and Im quite sure they can be replicated
- I experimented new things with the progasm, which I have never gotten powerful results like with the peridise and the eupho. When I was in the middle of an orgasm that was taking me over I would insert the progasm and go through the orgasm with it inserted which amplified and re-feeded the orgasm with close to no effort at all.
- Most of the time I was having the sessions were enormous waves of pleasure / super-O, some more intense than others. I noticed a wide variety of orgasms and sensations throughout the process. Different toys gave me different sensations
- My favourite combination by far is eupho and peridise. I repeted the combo constantly throughout the session. Starting with eupho, when the pleasure was invading me I would remove and insert peridise instantly and the sensations would go down for a few seconds and then the fluttering sharp sensations of peridise would trigger a nice and powerful orgasm
- At the end of the session I was well charged and try to lie passive on the bed and something took over, my body would involutarily start shaking and orgasms would flow through my body very sofly but non stop. I had no toy at that point and inserted the progasm in the middle of the orgasm. My pelvis was doing involutary rocking like in sex. I would then start taking all the positions I had and released different movements throughout the body with cascades of memories of sensations of pleasure lived in this position. I think the progasms helped a lot in catapulting this experience into a non-stop orgasm. I always felt I could pull out of the orgasm if I choosed but I did so through a quick ejaculation (today is number 8 of my ejaculatory fast), and because it was so quick and with no build up there was not much to ejaculate. The again I noticed a landing sensation of the whole body were all the energies floating around would settle, and settle, there was at least five minutes of continual waves of relaxation that were very warm and filling until I got up to go to the bathroom and get ready to go to sleep.
I feel very loving towards everything right now and the universe has conspired to put a girl on my way very soon. I recieved a phone call from a good friend of mine and couldnt stop flirting and teasing her in a very playful little boy type way. Priceless. I havent had sex/proper dates in a few months and Im not nervous at all with the outcome of the relationship, I feel like exposing myself just as I am and have her accept it or not. I feel very sexy and find her very sexy too.
Well, Ive probably left a ton out of what acutally happened tonight. But this for me closes a chapter in my search. I hope some of all this is helpful/amusing for someone, I wrote it for my self too. If anyone whants to expand or discuss any of this go ahead. The sensations were way better than any drug Ive tried (havent tried much though: mdma, shrooms, weed...
In general this is crazy if someone would have told me a month ago what I was going to go through... mindblowing. Todays session was legendary but all the sessions that preceeded this one had hints of what this one was about. The moment I started the session I had an intuition as to where this was all headed. Each day Ive been feeling more and more charged with energy. I remember what David Deida commented on sexual energy, its all about generating it and to progresively be able to hold more and more of it in the body. Meditation, sport and relaxation exercises are making the excess of new energy more tolerable I feel.
Very long post but this is goodbye for my blog and continual updates, from now on I'll be around anyway.
Thankyou so much to everyone on the site!!! Loved a few of the blogs, and the posts that are pure gold, Im creating my own little diary of orgasm just to keep track of the links to those discussion and the information Im learning on the way.
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05/28/2009 5:54 am
and then the aftermath
I woked up this morining with some wet dreams and orgasm pulsing through my body, just bathing in a soft orgasmic bliss... mmmm
I am in bliss city, I dont know if this can get annoying at some point beacause of not being able to stop this sensation. As of now Im just walking on sunshine. Hope I dont get used to this sensation and stop appreciating it anymore.
05/28/2009 9:30 am
Congratulations
The biggest fear that I have is when I start having multiple super-o's and they just start happening randomly, then I would not be able to stop them "AT WORK".
REALLY SCARY......
I work in a school and in a few months I will work as a lead teacher.
super-o's in class anyone 😳
Children: sensei what's wrong
Me: ohohhhhh n..n....nothing.
05/28/2009 9:33 am
Hi esfenoides,
What a terrific breakthrough. My guess is that you will settle into some kind of normalcy with it. Another guess is that you will have other events that you will want to write about, so don't write off your blog just yet. It is an ever evolving process.
Good luck.
05/28/2009 10:23 am
Thank you for a very interesting read of your orgasmic experiences esfenoides. 🙂
I have to ask... How important of a role do you think the smoking of weed played in your considerably rapid ability to learn to super orgasm?
What exactly is a musicgasm? And how is it different than other orgasms?
I remember what David Deida commented on sexual energy, its all about generating it and to progresively be able to hold more and more of it in the body.
This I'm just starting to experience and understand. I'm amazed at the energetic sensations I experience now. On the downside, when I feel fearful. I get very similar energy sensations in my pelvis and moving up my spine as when aroused in an Aneros session. Except there is no pleasure involved. At least it makes me more aware of what I'm feeling so I can stop un-realistic fears. Now in the beginning of sessions, I get this amazing build up of tingly energy sensations in my pelvis. It appears that slowly with each session I'm able to make them last a little bit longer. I think I'm on to something! 😀 The other night I tried to read some erotica during a session. I hadn't done that for quite some time. It did arouse me, but was surprisingly too much of a distraction to concentrate on and build up the arousal. This has been one hell of an interesting journey! And I'm excited to find my way towards super-O's.
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05/28/2009 11:09 am
I atribute my rapids success to Key sound, tantric masturbation. I would also add to others that I recieved a 10 series of structural integration along with 5 sessions of biodynamic craniosacral therapy that opend up my body and mind and have left my body and mind more available for change.
Weed dose come into the picture of course as another tool used in the process, but I dont know up to what point. It definitely motivates me and makes things more fun. It pumps up my libido and lets me cross barriers. But throughout the last couple of years Ive been consuming less and less, and the less I consume the more effect it has on me.
Meditation I reckon has been another biggie.
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About musicgasms, I associate the sensation to going out partying and getting high with electronic music. I start putting myself into trance states with the music and build up energy until I have explosions and music just tickles me from top to bottom. I sometimes have to stop dancing and just take a hold of myself. I have been clear of MDMA for a good 3 years now. Musicgasms Ive had about two times. I never really knew how I accuired those states but now I relate it to exploding the body and letting the energies from the pelvic floor start to circulate (ala Microcosmic style). The specific trance music that I listen too with vibrations and high frequencies is also key. I havent been turned on by any type of music apart from electronica with a dreamy zing to it.
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Buster:
Hearing you say that makes it self-evident that this is only another chamber in the voyage. I will vent here. I cant think of anywhere else right now that I would throw out these things and expect to be understood. Reading other peoples experiences has been very interesting for me, not to mention that I felt that I wosent alone in the quest.
I would like to give back something to the comunity at some point. I plan on doing some awareness posting in other websites as well as creating a multilanguage website with information (I reckon I can manage three languages at least)
05/28/2009 2:20 pm
Congrats! i hope im not too far away from this stage it sounds great.
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06/01/2009 2:28 pm
Tried to replicate the achievements in this session with little success. I tried harder too.
Took a few days brake, got back in gear with Key Sound practice which is proving very valuable, today had a short 1 hour session with peridise and eupho, no weed, Bang: Im feeling O's once again.
In regards to keysound practice Ive been experiencing success with just key sound and erotic touch.
In regards to my musicgasmic experience this weekend. One big O and a few p-waves. I have to say that I went to a gigantic rave party in the desert and that one of my all time favourites was playing, it was with this guys electronica that I had my first musicgasm this summer. I will also mention that although everyone was on MDMA I was clean (have been for years).
What I did consume was 1.5 gr of MACA power, 2 capsules of CardioBreeze ( http://cardiobreeze.com a very light fat-burner), a bit of weed, and some redbull.
I swear that at somepoints of the experience and the dancing, if you had told me that someone had popped something in my drink I would have believed you.
The better the music got at somepoint the less I could actually dance. The big O I had, I went into squating position with my eyes closed and savioured the moment. The experience did remind me of MDMA pleasure like sensations I have had in the past. I suspect that a MDMA naturally lets one tap into these types of sensations but that they can be trained. Im guessing that a little orgasmic training and I'll be able to go back to enjoy clubbing like with the magical aural experience I once had through E. I actually like setttings when people are a bit of their heads, gives me licence to act however I want to.
To hell with drugs. I actually thought the guy beside me was high of his tits for how he was dancing and enjoying the music. I actually got into a conversation with him and it turns out that he was as sobber as a priest. Nice
I'll definitely be going into expanding this area of experience.
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