My experience after 1 year

Hey! I've been reading the forums for a while but this is my first post. I just wanted to share my experience after one+ years of starting my journey. I initially thought all the talk of "rewiring" and "journeys" sounded so cheesy. I've come to learn both these things are as real as can be. My mind has been blown over and over the last year after my body has given up the most incredible orgasms and feelings I didn't even know were possible.

Anyway, starting from the beginning, I previously had no experience putting anything up my butt. I opted for the Helix Syn as everyone says it's a good place to start. My helix came in the mail one day and I was super excited. I had lots of anticipation built up after reading the forums for so many months. I wasn't sure what to expect, but I was curious and looking forward to using it. My wife happened to be out of town that night so it was the perfect opportunity to have some alone time without interruption. Weed had just become legal in my state at that time too, so I had just bought a joint. I didn't necessarily have a preconceived plan to get high and use the Aneros for the first time, but that's what happened. I guess I figured the wife was out of town so why not go for it. Anyway, I sparked up the joint, took three hits and about a minute or two later I was feeling really nice. I'm not a regular pot smoker. I probably hadn't smoked in 5-10 years so a few puffs on this joint hit me hard. I knew from previous experience that smoking makes me really horny. Sure enough, after only a minute or two my head was spinning and I could feel a nice buzzing sensation developing in my perineum area.

I watched a little porn like I always do. After maybe 15 minutes I got the helix out, lubed it up and slowly pushed it in. My ass tingling and horny as hell. I attribute this 80% to the weed, 10% to the porn and 10% to excitement for my new toy. As the helix glided in, it immediately felt wonderful. My anal canal felt alive with great feelings and sensations. I slowly pulled it in and did an inward kegel to make it bare down on my prostate. Then I would do a reverse kegel and push it part way back out. Both felt really, really good. Sometimes I would do it hands free and other times I would grab the handle and guide it a little more.

I continued to pull this thing in and out just experimenting with what felt good. I felt like god had just given me a vagina for a day and I was in love with it..haha. Crazy to think my ass has been chillin there all my life and I had no idea I could get off from it. Such a fun experience though to experiment and learn what feels good to your body. I thought I already knew myself, but it turns out I had no clue.

Anyway, after a few more minutes I'm feeling fully high now (borderline too high). The weed has taken its full effect. I have full body buzz and my whole pelvic regions feels energized and electric. I soon get lost in the feelings. I keep focusing my thoughts and energy into my prostate area and it feels amazing as the helix works its way in and out. Like others have described, at times I'm not sure if the massager is moving in or out. It just feels great whatever it's doing.

So another 15 minutes pass and things are building and building, getting closer to orgasm. I've heard other people describe it as an audio feedback loop, which is the perfect analogy. The pleasure built and built on top of each other until I reached a super strong sustained level of buzzing and pleasure - my first orgasm (Super-O)! The feeling was so intense. Way more intense than a traditional ejaculatory orgasm like I was used to. It lasted from 30-60 seconds. Towards the end my prostate was pulsating, kind of like during a traditional orgasm when fluid is expelled, but this time everything stayed dry. Holy shit, what a ride!

I rolled in and out of these orgasms for the next 4+ hours. There was a time in the middle that I was fully in the zone. I would have one orgasm and 30 seconds later go right into another. Each one would last anywhere from 20 seconds to over a minute (as much as I could track time in my state of sexual trance). Over the 4-5 hours this lasted, I'm not even sure how many orgasms I had - I think at least 20-30.

I could differential two types of orgasms here. If I contract and pull the Aneros in so it fully engages the prostate, that could feel really good and the orgasm/pleasure was mainly emitting from the prostate itself. Then sometimes I would push out (reverse kegel) and the buzzing would build and build until orgasm. That one felt equally as good, but the pleasure was focused more in the general anal canal area and the perineum.

Anyway, so pushing like 5 hours I was finally tired. My prostate started to get a little sore as well so I decided I should stop for the night. It's crazy to think I was so lost in the feelings that 5 hours had passed!

The next day when I woke up, and the following 24-36 hours, my prostate had a constant "buzzing" feeling. It had definitely been "awakened." It was tingling so much, even doing a kegel at that point could result in some pleasurable feelings/mini-O's. After a while though, the buzzing became really annoying and almost uncomfortable. I was starting to think maybe I injured my prostate or something. I just wanted it to stop after a while which it eventually did.

Over the next 6 months I probably did 10 more sessions and had mixed results. I reached Super-O's in maybe a 3rd of them. Sometimes I just wasn't in the mood. Other times it felt good and I had some mild orgasms but no Super-Os.

I always think about the pleasure being on a scale from 0-10. 0 is no pleasure, 5 some nice feelings, 8 is a good orgasm, 9 is great orgasm, and 10 is Super-O magic land. There is definitely a whole range. Every orgasm can be a different intensity. The 8-10 range is where I hope to spend my time..haha.

Tell-tell signs I'm having a Super-O:

• Pure ectacy (obviously)
• Whole pelvic area is buzzing in orgasm finishing with spasm/contracting prostate
• Dry - lots of precum milking, but no semen release during orgasm
• Bucking/quivering body
• Warm gush feeling rushes over body
• Visual waves of color run through my head
• Involuntary audible moans
• Fast heart rate
• Sustained prostate "buzzing" the next day

I was so excited after my first session yielded Super-Os as I know so many people struggle to get there. I have to say though, I believe this was mainly due to being high. In subsequent sessions not being high, I can typically only get as high as 5-7 with a very infrequent 8 on my pleasure scale. It feels good but still kind of a let down when I know how 9 and 10 feel. So I've continued to smoke weed before my sessions which helps, but unfortunately my tolerance to pot is building up. I find it hard to get as high as I was that first time when my body was like WTF? (after not smoking for years). I definitely need to be really high with pot-induced body-buzz in order to get into the 9-10 zone.

So anyway, that's my experience over the past year or so. I've had some amazing sessions with Super-Os and also some struggles along the way as well. I think the fact that I've built up a tolerance to weed is a big part of it. This kind of bums me out because I think it's going to be harder to reach Super-O land in the future. I'm still trying though. Our bodies are so complicated. My horniness always fluctuates a lot. It depends on how stressed I am, how tired, diet, exercise, etc. Having my peak libido align with my schedule and having a good block of time available for a session is also hard to make happen. Sometimes the stars just have to align just right.

Some other random thoughts:

• Limp dick: I'm always completely limp during my sessions. I guess some people get raging boners but not me. I get tons of cum "milked" out of me but I always stay soft. If I stroke my dick I can get an erection, but I find that's not a good thing. Whenever I do that, I think my brain goes back to my traditional/old days mode where it thinks it's going to have a traditional orgasm with ejaculation. Sometimes stroking my dick a little bit can get me horny/started, but I eventually need to stop if I'm focusing on achieving a dry orgasm. They really are two different mind-sets.
• Concentration: When I'm trying to have a Super-O, it's all about the concentration. Watching porn of even listening to it is too distracting. It takes my mind off of funneling the feelings and energy into my prostate. I need it to be as quite and as comfortable as possible.
• Weed: For people that are struggling - weed has absolutely brought me into the 9-10 super-o zone. Before the last year weed was never really my thing. I don't have anything against it, but I would honestly just rather have a drink. If you can get your hands on weed though, give it a try. I was kind of intimidated going to a dispensary for the first time, but it's not that bad. You can buy $5-10 pre-rolled joints that are ready to go. I have subsequently switched to using a vape pen which is a lot easier and lasts a long time. Vape pens are usually $10-20 for the battery part and then you buy the cartridge where the oil sits. You just need the two parts and you're ready to roll. It's really simple. The cartridges come in 1/2 gram or full gram. Cost is usually $35-ish for half gram and $70-ish for a full gram. It varies though depending on your state and what you're buying of course.

Things I'm experimenting with in the future:

• Semen Retention (SR): In the past, I've always been so horny that I would do a traditional jerk everyday (or more than once a day). However, I've gotten busy with work and life and got up over a week without ejaculating and it starts to feel interesting. Not totally sure how this plays into Super-O land but going to experiment with this and see the results. I feel like part of the rewiring process for me is definitely less focus on ejaculations. When I first stared with Aneros, I would always end a session with a traditional ejaculation. As time has gone on, I feel like that has been less necessary. It funny, I'll even watch porn sometimes and then not jerk off. I would never think to do that before I started this journey.
• Different models: I've subsequently tried the Eupho Syn and also the Maximum Trident. I found the Eupho would just slip out really easily. The Maximus felt fuller with more pressure on the prostate, but not really in a good way for me. This is obviously a really personal thing so you just gotta try them out. Lately, I've actually been achieving some decent orgasms going Aless (no inserted toy). I will however put pressure on my perineum with a vibrator.
• Vibrators: I tried a vibrating prostate massager sometime last year. I forget its name, but I didn't really like it. It kind of made my whole ass feel numb and desensitized. I've subsequently tied some vibrators just on my perineum or just inside the opening of my asshole and have had some 9-9.5 level orgasms. So the jury is still out on this one. Gonna keep experimenting!

Anyway, this post turned out to be longer than I was expecting. More of an mind dump really. I just wanted to put my experience out there in case it helps anyone else on their journey. I just want to say thanks to the community here too. So many places online are full of trolls and assholes that tear people down. I've found 99.9% of people here to be really honest and supportive which I appreciate. Who knew shoving stuff up our asses could bring us all together..lol.

Just let me know if you have any questions about my experiences and I can try to answer.

-Whoa