mental/emotional pleasure

First of all, I'd just like to say that while this is my
first post, I have on multiple occasions browsed through the forums and found
many fascinating discussions, if not outright helpful information.

I had a very interesting session earlier today using the Peridise. I'm still fairly new to Anerosing. My first purchase was the Helix Syn, though
after a few sessions, I felt that it might be a little too direct for my
particular tastes. It felt a little
intrusive--not because of the size as I own a butt plug that is larger in girth
at the widest point and length and find enjoyable--but because of the direct
pressure on the prostate. I just
purchased the complete Peridise set, and after having used the largest one
during traditional masturbation, I definitely find them preferable. I also bought them because I was interested
in something to possibly try wearing in public during the day without causing
soreness or discomfort. As a side note
that may illustrate where I am in the rewiring process, I can have a
traditional orgasm hands-free after a certain point. It's more enjoyable--and requires almost no
direct ministration to my penis from my hands--with a butt plug inserted, but is
doable without a toy as well. Once I
feel that I am "near" orgasm, I can clench, and orgasm hands-free.

Now, I opened up a ASMR youtube video (If you're not
familiar with ASMR, it consists of triggers, usually sounds, that induce that
tingly feeling on your scalp. People use
them to relax or fall asleep.), inserted the largest Peridise, and sat down on
my Ikea poang chair. I closed my eyes
and just tried to relax. After what
might have been five or maybe 10 minutes, I could feel myself rocking slightly
in the chair, without intending to. The
Peridise was still. I could feel my body
subtly moving of its own accord, causing me to rock almost imperceptibly in my
chair. Still, the Peridise was stationary. Suddenly I felt a heat growing in my abdomen,
that slowly spread outward, encompassing my ass, groin, legs, feet, and even my
hands, which were resting on my lap. I
began visualizing the Peridise moving very slightly in and out of my anal canal. In time with my breathing I began visualizing
the Peridise going deeper and back out. The
heat became intense, suddenly I experienced a confusing mixture of heat
consuming my lower body, and at the same time feeling completely detached from everywhere
the heat touched. After a few minutes of
this, I began feeling hypersensitive on my entire body, as if I could feel more
acutely than was ever before possible. I
should mention, this was a steady heat; not waves of it, just a solid presence. Soon I could feel my eyes rolling around
under my eyelids almost of their own accord.
I felt mentally, or maybe spiritually depending on how you define those
two, stimulated. I began breathing faster. I experienced mental (basically, I just mean
not physical) pleasure. Not overwhelming,
but noticeable, and enjoyable.
Throughout this sensation, unless I made a contraction, I was unaware of
the Peridise's presence. Everywhere the warmth
touched, I couldn't feel anything but the heat; it was as if the heat consumed
my insides, and from the abdomen down I was made of solid energy in the form of heat.

As I said, for the most part this session was noticeably
more emotionally (I think that's a better word for it) pleasurable than
physical. That being said, it was
definitely a fascinating and enjoyable experience. My question goes out to you veterans and
beginners and anyone in between. Does
any of this sound familiar? Are your sessions
generally started by way of physical sensation or emotional/mental
concentration, or some combination of the two?
Even if you have no answer, let me know what you guys think.

PS here's a link for the ASMR video I was watching if any of
you are interested:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzfLkv-KTQM