Lost in Time

Greetings to you all,

This is my first attempt to start a discussion, so please
forgive me if I ramble on.

I'm 63, a newbee and going through a separation and divorce from my
wife of 42 years, after a decade of discontent, we both knew where we were
headed, but neither could make the first move. Realizing priorities had changed,
I found myself in a position that just added to her unhappiness, so I took the
plunge, proposed she retire and try to find whatever it is she thinks will fill the void in her life, as it
definitely wasn’t here.

I wasn’t doing very well either, with the emotional baggage
of this life altering decision now taking it’s toll in a physical manifestation
of chronic fatigue and depression. As I have never considered myself to be
depressed… I submitted myself to much poking, prodding, physicals and having
more blood drawn than in my entire life… Finally the results –

‘Healthy as a Horse’

‘Great now what?’

‘Well',says he 'reduce stress, try to relax and find your center.’

Great advice I thought, enter Aneros,

Don’t recall the introduction, but found myself at the
website and browsing the Forum entries, where your stories and willingness to
share experiences touch me in a way that was new, inspiring and comfortable.

Ordered a Helix-Syn and waited… and while waiting went back
to the Forum, read and posted a few comments…and BAM… I was welcomed to the
brotherhood with some positive responses and Personal Messages.

Helix arrives… and with no expectations, a lifetime of patience
and the prospect of a totally new experience I saddled up.

The entire experience, from prep to insertion, was a frontier
where no one had gone before, but…ya know ‘Nothing ventured…’

My first time was quite enjoyable, very relaxing, warm and
peaceful but nothing I could put my finger on… no pun intended.

It must have had a
greater effect than I was aware of, ‘cause within a few days I found myself nicely
anticipating another session… who woulda thought!! But needed to make some
changes to the physical space and make it more of a relaxing and serine environment.

- Back to the Forum
and read about Lubes and again, encouraged by your willingness to share.

Found Rumel'sNaturalJelly https://community.aneros.com/forum/discussion/comment/14380#Comment_14380
and brewed up a batch, figured in for the penny in for the
pound.

That brings us to last night, my second session:

The only words that come to mind to describe it is: ‘lost in
time’.

…a warm insertion…quiet stillness…flat on my back, knees
bent…deep breathing, gentle kegels…changing positions…rolling hips…totally calm…butt
clenches…deep breathing, gentle kegels…and a subtle tingling in my pelvis…lying on my belly and shifting hips
side to side…more subtle tingling like ‘humming’…on my back again...with my hands on my pelvis
above my cock I could feel the counterpoint of the humming…falling so lightly
in and out of sleep…enveloped in total peace and rapture…never getting hard,
but oozing nearly the entire time…it’s 2am and for 2½ hours I was ‘Lost in time’

Astounding!!.

I was in a place that was ecstasy for my head, a place I needed
to be, and by 'my head' I mean the big one…the 'little one', for once was not center stage
although he did make his presence known.

My center has been spotted as my journey begins…

Wonderful…Respectfully,

D / Just Breathe