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@lonewolf8 re: nipple stim, it did nothing for me either, however now it does. What i had to do was to associate nipple stim with my prostate, so i continued to do stim with my sessions until they become synced together. After while it almost feels like im touching my prostate when i touch my nipples.

Ok thanks I'll try that when I get the chance.

Youre in a vicous cycle now so youre mindset always expects failure, i was there too until i started experimenting (safely of course) with new devices and techniques and now i have made progress, its up and down though sometimes i think ive made a breakthrough and its amazing and then that breakthrough seems to not work any more and it depresses me. The key thing though is to never give up, this is all somehting im passionate about, i see it as a sort of hobby and each session i treat as an experiment, where i try old things as well as new. Just now i tried something someone called a whisper contraction, like a super small contraction, subtle, and it was exciting!

I think you may be right.
But I don't want to give up.

Thats what i need though, excitment of a sexual nature, not just arousal in order to make progress and i also need an erection, which tbh really makes me pissed off. Its so distracting but i feel NOTHING without a hard penis. It makes me wanna slap those here upside the head that can get feelings without a stiffy.

I don't need an erection; at least, I don't thnink I do. Who knows, eh?

Weirdly during my aless sessions i never had a hard cock and i can feel SO much from them.

I don't really know how to do aless. I thought aless only is valid once you are rewired, but I think someone on chat told me that it's just the same stuff as you would do with Aneros, just without it. I do Do Nothing, so that'd be not doing anything at all lol.

I recall a session i had recently that ive only managed to repeeat once since and never again; sitting on the couch, no aneros watching porn and tensing my cock with my aneros, like a tug of war, some occasional holding contractions and nipple stim. I was able to go over the edge and feel a very lovely orgasm, to my great surprise! I was able to repeat this around 4-5 times, its hard work though and i have to be super aroused, which is almost never :S

Hmm, no aneros with aneros?

@lonewolf8 Sorry, it should read: Tensing my cock along with my legs slightly (no idea why i wrote aneros!)

Also Aless i get without my control most of the time, i recall many evenings unable to sleep because it was going crazy. However now thats all calmed down and now i need to actively do contractions in order to get things going.

The thing is i have very inconsistent sessions, most of mine seem to end always short and unsatisfied, very few reuslt in amazing sessions, not sure why. I also want you to know that it took me 11 years to get here using the aneros! and for around 9 of those years i felt pretty much nothing, but i never gave up, not sure why and now i have made progress. Im still not where i want to be though, but i will keep trying.