I think I'm getting somewhere...

Hi guys, 

It's been a long time since I last used my Aneros and I had some time so figured I'd give it a go. I read some forum posts before I got into it to remind myself of the principles and stumbled across some very important key concepts that I used this time and I think to my benefit. 

- CBD oil - tried this for the first time and boy did it make me calm. I am normally a nervous Nancy and find that I'm always too worried about how the Aneros should be making me feel instead of just feeling it

- Breathing out and ensuring all my muscles were relaxed on exhalation

- Focusing on every tingling sensation as the Aneros brushed across my prostate 

- Used the Aneros Peridise

- TIME!!! I spent nearly 3-4 hours during this session - the longest I'd ever spent before

- Don't focus on reaching a "point" like you do with a conventional penile orgasm. This just comes out of the blue...

- Laying on my stomach

Now, it was a bit interesting. Laying on my back with my knees bent, I didn't really expect much at first, but really let go and allowed the Peridise to do its thing. I started feeling some tingling sensations and just went with it, focusing on my breathing rather than the sensations. I often find if I focus on the sensations, I end up tensing and trying to chase some kind of hard prostate stimulation sensation... Instead, I relaxed and continued to breathe. That's when the involuntary contractions started. It felt okay, but nothing that great. 

Then, I turned over onto my stomach and took some whiffs of poppers and boy did that send me over the edge. I was spasming and convulsing and felt incredible sensations deep in my belly. They would last a few seconds and after that my prostate felt like it was electrically charged! I continued to focus on my breathing and every time the Peridise brushed against my prostate, it sent me into convulsions. I could only handle two of these before I had to have a wet orgasm. And I did. Over 3 hours into my session. 

I went to the shower, washed my toy, and stood at my bathroom counter staring at the Peridise. My prostate was still tingling, and I decided to put it back in. Holy shit did that send me over the edge. I had to stumble into bed and I lay on my stomach where I convulsed and had deep orgasmic feelings for what seemed like hours. I decided to try and sleep with it in and it was hard at first because I was screaming and clutching my sheets but after a while, it calmed and I was able to fall asleep. 

So... what happened? What did I experience? Whatever it was, it was GREAT. And I'm ready for it to happen again! But I'm going to try today with my Helix Syn... 😉