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03/17/2010 4:09 pm
Hi,
I decided to do things a little differently as best I could.
Firstly, instead of looking at some porn an hour before the session, I tried watching some from earlier in the evening. I had a BM then began the session. The second thing I did differently was not touch my penis as the session lost its "sexual energy" (my motivation, horniness, etc), I tried to remember that this was a training session, not a sexual encounter. As much as I would have preferred the latter, lol.
I had the slightest whisper of a good feeling once it was in, and I was hard from time to time, depending on what was going on in the porn I was watching. But I thought: fine. This is all I can expect today, so I went to sleep.
Now, this could totally have been a dream, but in my dream, I think I had a bout of a pleasurable sensation. I wouldn't say it was as intense as a wet dream. Not even half, but it was that type of sensation, but probably 10% as intense as a traditional penile orgasm, but still noticeable and distinguishable from my usual crappy Aneros sessions. I kind of awoke, but fell asleep again.
As the morning drew near, I had a pain in my anus, like maybe there was no lube at the sphincter or maybe it had dried up? But it was quite painful. I never usually have pain with the Aneros. It was so bad, I had to take it out and get up early. Remembering the sensations overnight, I checked to make sure I had not had a wet dream, but everything was dry.
I still have a pain now, 2 days later, and have to go easy with wiping, thus I will not session tonight, but I think I may have seen the first real evidence that I even have a prostate. I didn't notice any leakage or precum throughout.
I really have no idea if anything happened or I dreamed it.
03/17/2010 5:18 pm
The pain is/was probably a combination of not enough lube and irritation of the tissues.
Also, congrats on finding your prostate! :D:D:D:rolleyes:
03/17/2010 5:44 pm
Well MyTurn! 😀 Could this be MyTurnAround!?
Maybe it is. Sounds like it could be. Patterns like probable early/advancing re-wiring to me. Things can certainly appear during Aneros sessions of transitional waking dreaming and full lucid dreams.
This would be an excellent time to send the critical controlling factor or ego off on vacation, deeply relaxing and trying occasionally sessions without porn watching in the session, and letting all the multitude of possible tingles, temperature changes, pulses, electrical blips, hummings, heart rate changes, pings, involuntaries however brief, various twitchings just happen, without expectations or comparisons to anything else, and just let your body/mind go with their flow whatever... Just give yourself permission and relax... I know you have many problems, and so do I, butt I did more or less all that babble above and it WORKS!!! And gives you THE WORKS!!! No guarantees of course. Your milage may vary wildly! All the best MyTurn😀
all the best to all challenged and challenging users all
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03/18/2010 3:16 pm
The pain is/was probably a combination of not enough lube and irritation of the tissues.
Also, congrats on finding your prostate! :D:D:D:rolleyes:
Thanks. I just hope I didn't "wishfully dream" it! I will have another session sometime soon. Again, I have to withhold expectations, but all I'm saying is, it would be good to confirm what I may have felt.
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03/18/2010 3:20 pm
Well MyTurn! 😀 Could this be MyTurnAround!?
Maybe it is. Sounds like it could be. Patterns like probable early/advancing re-wiring to me. Things can certainly appear during Aneros sessions of transitional waking dreaming and full lucid dreams.
This would be an excellent time to send the critical controlling factor or ego off on vacation, deeply relaxing and trying occasionally sessions without porn watching in the session, and letting all the multitude of possible tingles, temperature changes, pulses, electrical blips, hummings, heart rate changes, pings, involuntaries however brief, various twitchings just happen, without expectations or comparisons to anything else, and just let your body/mind go with their flow whatever... Just give yourself permission and relax... I know you have many problems, and so do I, butt I did more or less all that babble above and it WORKS!!! And gives you THE WORKS!!! No guarantees of course. Your milage may vary wildly! All the best MyTurn😀
all the best to all challenged and challenging users all
artform
Thanks. If I can get the Aneros to "work" - take that however you like, from good sensations to Super O or anything in between - then anyone can, coz I've seen people come from behind me, so to speak, and surpass me. Others have at least had X, Y, or Z happen, meanwhile most of my sessions have been nothing but plastic in the ass.
I hope this is myturnaround lol! But I must prepare for the possibility that my next session may be...pardon the pun, sh..ok, lemme change that: dud.
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