I came out of the closet

Well I did it. My guilt finally got the better of me. After a year of secret super o's while I travelled on business, I finally decided to tell my wife about my collection of little white wonders that I took on the road. I think she was relieved that my extracurricular activities on the road were with little pieces of plastic rather than people. I explained that I started it mainly because of our slightly dissproportionate libidos. I was concerned that she would be upset, but I was pleasantly surprised to discover that she was actually intrigued. The other thing that I admitted was that I had been having anerosless super os in the middle of the night while spooning her as she slept. This was a skill that I trained myself to do about 6 months ago. Holding still and quiet became part of the exciting erotic experience . . I never was still, but I was quiet ... however I was constantly afraid of waking her. I stirred her a few times but never woke her.

Anyway, after I told her she was so intrigued ..... she insisted on watching me. I must admit that having an audience while I prepped myself and inserted my helix was a real turn on. However, she was getting a little bored as I tried to launch myself; it was taking a little longer with an audience ...the pressure of performance I think. She asked if there was anything that she could do to help me. Suddenly I thought of my midnight sessions with her unsuspecting rear end. I asked her to lay down infront of me while I layed on my right side so I could spoon her. She was happy to oblige.

What happened next was unreal. With my helix in and being well lubed I layed behind her an laid my semi hard penis in her ass crack with the head resting right against her anus.
her ass cheeks were gripping my penis and holding the head right against her asshole. The tip of my penis could sense the heat of her ... she was really hot. In seconds my own anus and prostate launched into hard and fast pumping in an alternating fashion. I had never started so fast or so hard. This level usually took me 30 minutes or so of nasty imagery and concentration to get to.

This was instantanteous and without any thought or effort on my part. It was the first time in my 18 months of sessions that I had nothing to do but hang on for the ride ...it made no difference what I thought about. It was like a ping pong match with this clutching hard pumping action being passed between anus and prostate . . . accelerating and elevating in sensation as it did. The spasms picked up pace quickly and soon were totally out of my control. I couldn't stop them even if I wanted to. I hugged my wife hard with one hand on a breast and the other in her crotch. The super o was building really fast. The alternating pumping spasms accelerated until they were coming so fast they turned almost into vibration. Then all of a sudden it was like breaking out of the clouds ...the spasms lengthened, slowed down and intensified in sensation ...they just kept feeling more and more exquisite. They finally terminated in a series of extended pumping spasms that went on for 15 or so minutes exuding copius precum. I soaked her ass ...it was steadily drooling down her crack. They just wouldn't stop. I could've have gone on indefinately I was so turned on. As I was riding along from one peak top the next and the pumping of my prostate was in 5th gear, I was really sweating, groaning, writhing and grunting. My wife began to get really scared ... I had major reconstructive open heart surgery 5 years ago . . .she was pertrified that I was going to have a heart attack. She pulled away and and interupted me after a 20 minute long super o . . . holding my face in her hands and forcing me to pay attention to her.

Ironically she is now insisting that she is afraid for me to do my sessions alone; she wants to supervise me when I get do a session for fear of me dying in ecstacy. Seriously!!!!!. I tried to tell her that my sessions were not like this when I was alone ...and they aren't. She doesn't believe me.

Last night we expanded into her giving me a gentle prostate massage by candlelight. I can't wait to see what the next months will bring. She is actually really into my enjoyment more than her own now ... its like she has anew toy and it is me.