How more will I experience?

Next Wednesday will be the day that I have had my Helix for exactly one year. If I knew what was out there the day I was looking on this website, I would not have believed it. And every session I now have, still amazes me, as each is different and fun in its own way.

I know the topic title is something you rather should not ask, but I think I deserve to know what more will be waiting for me, as in physical sensations, not mentally.

Since the very first beginning of my journey, I had good results. I am now at a point where I go ‘less’, and don’t need the Aneros anymore. It costed me a year to get this far, and these type of sensations are just mindblowing to say the least.

A ‘typical’ ‘less’ session for me is the following:

I lay on my stomach and I watch some erotica to keep my arousal at a high level. I should mention that it took great effort in order for me to ‘separate’ the terms “orgasm” & “ejaculation” both physically and mentally. Now, I don’t have any urge whatsoever to masturbate as sensations rise. I realize it’s just a tool for my arousal level, and that I can set it aside once I am ready for new things.

Next, I focus on the sensations of my prostate, and I am very conscious of my breathing. In 15 or 20 minutes my breath starts to breath accordingly with the sensations of my prostate and I keep my entire body and mind relaxed of this. This is also something that took quite some time for me to learn, to let my body (and mind) adapt to new sensations. At a certain point, my heart rate would always be high up, and it would scare me a little bit. But when I learned that these new sensations were ok, my body could enjoy them much better if I would encounter them again.

Then, I mostly encounter one of two ‘types’ of experiences. One is in which my muscles start to contract heavily, and in which an highly intense buzz starts emitting from my prostatic area all the way down to my feet, and up to my head, and this goes on forever. This buzz is very pleasurable, but also quite exhausting as your body has to work really hard.

The other variation is a ride on which I am relaxed, and riding the waves from the pleasures I described earlier. My body would start to become more and more ‘numb’. This feeling is something I notice the strongest in my hands at first, they feel very light. This feeling would wash all over my body and I feel like a feather. This type of ride is the one I have not discovered most of, as my mind is bit drawn back from it. This is because I have had “sleep paralysis” a couple of times, on which I would wake up early in the morning, only to find out I could only move my eyes, and I could not feel my body. Of course, I was still very ‘morning tired’ and this is a phase on which a dream, mostly a lucid one, would follow. I find these experiences interested, but also scary sometimes. I find though, that the best aid for this is curiosity.

As you may see, I have experienced quite a lot since the beginning, and I am now at a point where I am asking myself how ‘more’ there will be waiting for me.

Thanks in adance,

Bungles