Well it happened. Have not had MJ in quiet sometime, but was able to get some. I'm not the biggest fan of the stuff but I smoked some. Did some traditional edging because I like the build up and after I got close to getting off, had a good amount of pre-cum then I stopped touching myself and stopped edging (i ejaculated 1 1/2 days before). It was almost an after thought to try some prostate play. My erection had yet to subside before started to lube up my anus, toy and inject some lube. Put a towel on my bed. I stuck my vice in and felt almost uncomfortable (maybe I stuck it in too quick? maybe I shouldn't have stuck in my toy squating?) I turned on my headphones and I had a "happy playlist" on. The first thing that was one was Katy Perry, and within a minute I knew something had completely changed. I had success with prostate play but nothing like this. I knew I could get back to that state of mind easily so I checked the clock, only 3 minutes had went by. Within a half minute I was right back to feeling great, the songs were in rhythm with my prostate. I could feel everything very easily, I imagined like a half walnut being my prostate and I could move my vice where ever I wanted with pleasure from the smallest movements. The only thing I could really compare the feelings too were that of hallucinogenic things I did quiet awhile ago, the more chemical kind if you know what I mean like 1 1/2 hits. Felt like a rock star at a party and at the center was my prostate. Generally had P-waves during evertything with clear O's along the way, usually to the where the songs. Some auto-fucking but small movements. Lots of precum over my belly but no erections at all. I could tell my prostate or something was getting bigger because there wasn't as much room as before to move around. 35 minutes had pasted at that time. So i decided to change to Helix classic and try that since I knew it would work too. Took the vice out, went pee, put the Helix in. Definitely had more room to move around and generally had a good time, could feel the Helix like circling my prostate. I liked the Vice better so I switched again. But no more precum was coming out. I could tell my session was whining down, my prostate swelled a lot and my muscles were tired too. But I was going to get the most of this. I got back into that concert type of feelings with clear O's. I kinda just stopped my session after a lil' over an hour. Cleaned up and laid back down on my bed and to my surprise I was able to get P-waves easily by Kegeling. Pretty ridiculous.
Thanks to the Aneros community for helping me get this far, kinda a life changer. A rock star on command.
My questions are, am I going to be able to achieve the same success without MJ? I'm almost afraid to try without it because I can't find it easily. My second question is, is it normal to have your prostate swell? Is it a good idea to go at it again tonight?
thanks in advance!
Thanks to the Aneros community for helping me get this far, kinda a life changer.
Yes the Aneros journey can alter your world view and I'm also thankful for this wonderful helpful community.
My questions are, am I going to be able to achieve the same success without MJ?
Yes, I believe you can, IMHO, success with Aneros is more than 90% a mental practice and transcendent states can be reached without use of drugs or external devices.
I'm almost afraid to try without it because I can't find it easily.
Listening for your prostate's whisper for attention and not your ego's demand for illusory control will make it possible for you to enjoy many, many Anerosessions of varying intensity. Not all will be as intense as what you described above, Super-O's are gifts from our bodies, not easily obtained so we should cherish them and respect the journey process to obtain them. Thomas Paine once said, "That which we obtain too easily, we esteem too lightly."
My second question is, is it normal to have your prostate swell?
Yes it is, massage and arousal allow for engorgement of the prostate with blood and enervating the surrounding nerves and muscles. For some men this swelling can be substantial and even painful, with ejaculation or gentle emission of fluid this swelling usually abates naturally.
Is it a good idea to go at it again tonight?
Frequency of use is an individual's decision. I am not inclined to have an Anerosession the next day or two following a Super-O session but your situation may allow for it. Whether it is a 'good' idea or not, I don't know. Good Vibes to You !
@beavissolid - smoking some MJ for me was the extra little push I needed to get re wired and have my first success with MMO. Anyways, for a matter of weeks, maybe even months after I did have difficulty having successful sessions without it (not a big problem for me, cause I use it almost every day anyways). But over time, your body learns, muscles involved get stronger, and now it happens with or without that. So I wouldn't worry too much about it.... likely, youll find it easier as time goes on and you get conditioned to this new way of your body pleasuring itself.
Thanks for the input guys! Just an update, I did try to use MJ the next day with some P-play. The results weren't the same but close. I did the same routine of edging traditionally thru penile stimulation then did p-play. I got into the feeling right away from my prostate but something was definitely different. I felt my prostate was sore from the night before. The highly pleasurable feelings went away rather quickly. It seems like my sessions don't last more than an hour, still trying to figure this out. Anyway, I got off through a traditional wet orgasm last night. I would compare the two orgasms as a wet orgasm to lightning and the prostate play as a storm with small lightning. That being said, music definitely helps my P play and I'm out of pot. Going to let my butt "heal" and try again maybe tomorrow, maybe tonight (2 days removed from P play)