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OK, so. This week was spring break for me. I am an engineering student, and have been busier the past few months than any other time in my life, studying day and night and even weekends to get homework done. I basically had to put away all aneros use (and even most masturbation!) for a couple of months. But, I had been planning to try to make up for it during spring break. At this point I think I have more than done so.

This past week has been better than any other time in my life... "better" doesn't even describe it, it is incredibly unreal the pleasure I have felt every night. I think every night has even been better than the night before, and I didn't think it could get any better. This is like a life changing experience for me. I think I have experienced non-drug-induced pleasure on a level that fewer than one in a million men ever get to experience. I am still in awe that this is even possible.

Just as a sample, I'm going to talk about last night for a bit, some of this is very personal to me and kind of hard to discuss.

I start out with a fantasy of mine involving magic. There is a beautiful woman that has some kind of magical power to do something to me (I actually have several versions of this fantasy where her power is different). She whispers to me, "You know... A man's brain is programmed to feel incredible pleasure when a certain event happens, but alas, because of the way his body is made, this event can only happen once or twice before he is drained" ... "Just what would happen, in his brain, and in his mind... if this limit could be removed... just how much pleasure would he feel? would his brain be able to cope with it? Well, you have me, and I love you enough, that I think we're about to find out."

At this point, I start feeling a wave of intense pleasure hit. just when I think it's getting good, woah, another wave hits, man that feels good... I can't believe this, WOAH there it goes again. oh holy, WOAH even more intense, man that was goo... er, oh dear, man that is GOOD... OH MY, HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?!? WOAH, IT KEEPS HAPPENING, AND AGAIN THERE... OH DEAR... I THINK I AM MELTING. WOAH! HOW DOES THIS NOT STOP!? OH MY....SO... UNREAL! !@#$!@(... AGAIN!

...

I'll just leave it at that, but it pretty much goes in a nonstop loop for hours. It goes to the point that I feel like the very core of my being is melting away into a puddle. A puddle of ecstasy laying there on the bed.

So, here I am the next day still in shock at what I felt last night, and how it just kept going... the very best part of the feeling just kept going on and on and even hitting more intensely, I thought I was going to either die, or transcend to another very very high dimension, leaving this reality completely behind.

Oh man, I cannot stop thinking about it all... How the heck was this possible? I don't know how a human being can possibly feel what I felt, while still being inside this mortal body. Maybe I really did transcend to another dimension, or melt into nothingness, or go somewhere beyond... and I am just somehow coming back here to tell about it. This is so far beyond the words "pleasure" and "passion" and "ecstasy" that I don't know what word to use, we need a completely new word in the dictionary... actually scratch that idea, as only .000001% of the population or less would even understand the definition of the word.

This is crazy, I think I'm going to stop writing before I start repeating myself.

Anyone have anything else to add? has anyone else experienced this? Maybe this thread can be dedicated to those that have traveled to this unreal place.


   
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binaryfellow,

"This is so far beyond the words "pleasure" and "passion" and "ecstasy" that I don't know what word to use, we need a completely new word in the dictionary..."

Our resident etymologist, 'B Mayfield', has already given us a term for this experience, it is called the "SUPER-O"!

Enjoy. 🙂


   
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Wow Binaryfellow. That's awesome for a young guy like you. I know what you mean, the experience is indescribable. I've likened it to dissolving into a hyperspace of utter bliss, something beyond the 3D space we normally experience. Welcome to the club!

Now if I'd been there when I was a student nearly half a century ago, where would I be now?


   
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Aren't you glad you didn't go to Mexico or Florida for spring break?


   
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GrandTiger, I've read some of your posts, and I know you have been there and know what I'm talking about. It really is incredible.

As far as this being a Super-O, yes, it definately was a super-O. But, super-O's are what I've been having all along... this was like a string of really intense super-O's that were nonstop, and so intense that it just put me on a whole new plane. It felt so good, I couldn't believe it. I know I keep saying this, but the best part was how the feeling just wouldn't stop.

gm501; Heh, from what I've been hearing, the only thing in Mexico right now are wars among drug cartels, and other violence. It's a shame really. They should all give up their drugs and get an Aneros. If the world could feel this, it would end all war.

Anyway, this has definitely been one of the best spring breaks ever. I plan to go for at least one more night (maybe two), then I don't know how I'm going to come down to being "normal" enough to get back to work.


   
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I love your posts binaryfellow, you are a master story teller. Inspires me to use the aneros more, I've been slacking recently. Maybe one day I will reach the fabled O.


   
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Perhaps we should call this experience the HYPER-O and add it to the Wiki. What's the next stage? 😆


   
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What model did you use to experience such pleasure? I definetly can relate to the intense ecstacy of a super-O. The things that happen to me involuntarily is what amazes me the most. The pleasure is so intense, I find myself on my bed, writhing around, quivering, shaking and spasming. Then the shouting out and moaning loud as I feel the most intense physical pleasure causing my eyes to roll back. These states last as long as 5 or 10 minutes of orgasming non-stop.

It is absolute heaven to be laying there shaking in the most pleasureable state for 5 whole minutes of uninterrupted pleasure. It is therapuetic and is the best stress reliever I have ever had. It is so good! After 5 or 6 of these orgasms, then I explode to a huge ejaculatory orgasm with cum flying everywhere. Then I am spent and can't move for the next 10 minutes trying to recover from the best orgasms of my life.

It is a very intense experience. The helix works the best for me and I get the most pleasure from this model. I believe that every male should be able to experiece this kind of intense orgasmic pleasure.


   
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GrandTiger; I love that idea. Hyper-O sounds like a perfect fit.

As for what model I have been using for these really intense sessions. It has been the progasm all the way. The prograsm has always been able to give me some of the best experiences of my life. Through a lot of trial and error, I have learned just how to position it in a way that works best for me.

Now, I don't *always* use the progasm. While it can work really well, the feelings build slowly and it can require a lot of time and dedication. If I am going for a 2-3 hour session, it is usually what I use. If I want a quicker session, or if I'm in a different mood, I'll go for another model. The thing about the progasm is it doesn't move as much as the other models, so the super-O's can sometimes come much quicker with other models. However, Because of the way the progasm *hugs* the whole prostate and sexual center, it seems like it can give the most satisfying super-O's and even Hyper-O's. But you have to have more time and energy to devote to it.

I think part of the whole thing is being in touch with yourself, and knowing how to tell what is right for your body at the right time. There is no exact science to it, it is more of an art than anything else. I think experience has a lot to do with it, and the best way to gain experience is to experiment. Keep trying new things, and try to learn what works and what doesn't work. It's all pretty much what I have done for the past year and a half since I discovered the aneros.

Maybe I should just about this past week, just as an example how how I tried to make decisions that were for the right moment. And, how the whole process is an art.

Thursday night last week, I had not had any sessions in several weeks, and I had actually been kind of abstaining from masturbation. I knew that I wanted to try to go far this week, and I needed a way to get the sexual energy back flowing. I actually went for the fleshlight that night, just because I know how good that thing feels if you haven't used it in a while. I took it slow, and it really did feel amazing.

That did something to me, because all day Friday I really could tell I was in heat. That night I chose to use the MGX, because I hadn't used any models in a while, and I figured it would be a good way to break in. It did the trick too, I found myself having that awesome feeling. I think the total session time was 1 hour.

Saturday, I was *REALLY* charged up and wanting more of what I felt the night before. I went for the progasm that night because I had that feeling where I just *knew* I could go far. The whole session was unbelievable.

From there on, it was the progasm every night. each session lasting 2-3 hours. And, it seemed like every night was better than the night before. it all culminated to a session that sent me beyond anywhere I could imagine, that was the session I posted about above.

I said this before, but the hardest part for me is coming back down to earth. I am not going to have 2 hours to devote to this every night in the coming weeks ahead, so somehow, by an act of willpower, I am going to have to lay a lot of this aside again. Summer vacation comes around in a couple of months though. and I do plan to return.

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Congratulations man!! Believe me it sure puts a smile on your face when you're walking down the street amongst other men knowing you hold a secret that no other man knows about. (At least, that's what you think). It boosts your whole character and self-confidence around anything and anyone. You feel very special knowing this sexy secret.

It sounds like you're having a mind blowing experience and you had a "delicious" spring break. 🙂 It's amazing what that progasm can do ehh??? 😛 Were you wearing socks??? 😛 HAHAHA sorry had to ask that one!! 😉 😆

Also, it never ceases to amaze me how long some of these sessions last!! I think one of mine had lasted a good 4 hours before I finally finished off with a super-T after countless super-O's, mini-Os, etc... 8)

Well glad you're having a blast and congrats on all your success. Now spread the word to other men about your "secrets." Pretty soon this device will be common for every man in his sock drawer. 😆 😛


   
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Congratulations man!! Believe me it sure puts a smile on your face when you're walking down the street amongst other men knowing you hold a secret that no other man knows about. (At least, that's what you think). It boosts your whole character and self-confidence around anything and anyone. You feel very special knowing this sexy secret.

It sounds like you're having a mind blowing experience and you had a "delicious" spring break. 🙂 It's amazing what that progasm can do ehh??? 😛 Were you wearing socks??? 😛 HAHAHA sorry had to ask that one!! 😉 😆

Also, it never ceases to amaze me how long some of these sessions last!! I think one of mine had lasted a good 4 hours before I finally finished off with a super-T after countless super-O's, mini-Os, etc... 8)

Well glad you're having a blast and congrats on all your success. Now spread the word to other men about your "secrets." Pretty soon this device will be common for every man in his sock drawer. 😆 😛

I gotta love that Progasm, and its Trandimensional abilties. I laught about the socks because they seem to be a very special part of your sessions, and it gives me a giggle. Somthing im thinking of trying is a session wearing condom on my penis, to see how much precum i can collect and if it feels differnt.


   
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No socks, no nuthin, just me and my smallest Peridise in hyperspace 😀


   
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GrandTiger; I still don't actually own a peridise. Is this the model you have used to go really far? do other models work so well for you, or do you have a favorite? I was going to get a peridise set, have since decided to wait on the stainless steel peridise.

For those that actually have went really far into a "Hyper-O", I am actually really curious what model has worked best to get them there. There already is a "favorite model" poll, but maybe there should be a poll about this.

I have had unreal experiences with other models, and will continue to use them when the mood is right. But for me, I have to say the progasm has probably taken me farther than any other model.

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The Eupho has surpassed my Progasm but I still love my progasm very much. But for going into a completely new dimension my Eupho has taken me there .. purely incredible... no words to describe what it has done for me!


   
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Hello guys, yes, it's with the smallest Peridise that I've got this far. I have a Progasm and it fits me perfectly as if made to measure, but it makes me feel I'll ejaculate if I'm not careful. I need more practice with it. But with the Peridise I can almost go on forever and not spend myself. I say "almost" because I used to carry on for a couple of hours, but recently the pleasure is so intense I can't handle more than half an hour at a time. But after 15 to 30 minutes rest I can do it all over again, and again, and again ...

I also like the Peridise because I can leave it in all night and be ready for another go before getting up in the morning 😀


   
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Congratulations man!! Believe me it sure puts a smile on your face when you're walking down the street amongst other men knowing you hold a secret that no other man knows about. (At least, that's what you think). It boosts your whole character and self-confidence around anything and anyone. You feel very special knowing this sexy secret.

It sounds like you're having a mind blowing experience and you had a "delicious" spring break. 🙂 It's amazing what that progasm can do ehh??? 😛 Were you wearing socks??? 😛 HAHAHA sorry had to ask that one!! 😉 😆

Also, it never ceases to amaze me how long some of these sessions last!! I think one of mine had lasted a good 4 hours before I finally finished off with a super-T after countless super-O's, mini-Os, etc... 8)

Well glad you're having a blast and congrats on all your success. Now spread the word to other men about your "secrets." Pretty soon this device will be common for every man in his sock drawer. 😆 😛

lol ArticWolves is it always socks on or sock off? Or is it more like wax on wax off.

I usually wear socks during my sessions and also i usually leave my T-shirt on as well
just feels more comfortable that way don't know why. I love my new Eupho it gives me very strong sensations and orgasms i think it is one of the best model's out there also i really like the progasm because of it's size it's my second favorite model i have had a few great multiple orgsams with both of them.

Just reading binary fellows story of success makes me jeleous with envy, i wish my sessions
could be that good but my sex drive is usually always very low and all i have been having is dud
sessions every night for about a week i am getting very frustrated and angry with my self and my own silly sex drive that is never high enough, Oooh super O why are you hiding from me? My own sucess with the aneros makes me very happy depressed and angry and frustrated.

Dammit it is not fair when will i get my turn? I keep waiting and waiting for the Super O and it never
cums to me 😳 😥 🙄


   
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From one B.F. to another.... congratulations!

Experiences like this almost defy description yes? I had something similar happen to me several years ago which left me walking around bumping into walls and quite literally contemplating my place in the universe (which I caught glimpses of during a wild ride).

For me this occurred after a period of extended abstinence from the Aneros and traditional activity as well. This hadn't been something that was orchestrated, but occurred instead as a result of other things in my life taking precedence. During this period of time, I wouldn't say that I was preoccupied with longings for Super O, it was more like, gee I haven't had an orgasm in a while..when things level out I have to find time for myself, kind of thing. Nonetheless, when things finally did settle down, I would have to say that I had a tremendous amount of arousal built up, which worked quite well for me in this instance. The event started on a Thursday evening, sans Aneros with a series of orgasms initiated with visual and nipple stimulation. And so began an odyssey that would last 3 days. The orgasms themselves didn't seem all that unusual at first except for one thing, they were building in magnitude and duration. It was if each subsequent orgasm was tied to the preceding orgasm, with one was setting the stage for the next. At one point I determined that a change of venue was in order and as I moved from my chair to my bedroom, walking down the hallway I was hit with another very powerful O, one that brought me to my knees, forcing me to struggle for the horizontal solace of my bed. Around this time I employed a Eupho, thinking that it might up the ante...and so it did!

The Eupho became almost like an orgasmic trigger for me. Interestingly, I didn't even have to contract, all that was necessary was to have a momentary "awareness" of it and with that, it was as if I had tossed a rock into still pond of sensation! Ripples went streaming all over my body, building into waves that cascaded into the most intense blissful orgasms that I had known up until that point. When I posted on this I think I referred to this as the stuck on ON orgasm because these orgasms came at me one after the other like a succession of waves moving toward the shore . After a while I was so in phase and in harmony with the waves that I had this feeling that I was becoming one with them, cycling in and out. I also remember having this profound sense that each wave was part of a larger whole....like a wave is to a developing weather system or to the gravitational field of the moon! Instantly it occurred to me that as I was one with the wave I was connected with this larger force as well! This was a spiritual moment.....a moment of total contentment. After what must have been 30 or 40 orgasms I floated in the afterglow and fell asleep. It wasn't a deep sleep mind you as my body seemed set in orgasmic idle mode. Every now and then I would wake with a twitch that would trigger yet another orgasm!

When I finally woke in the morning, my body was rearing to go. With nothing more than my memory of the previous evening, I was slammed with the first orgasm of the day, an O that lasted for minutes and was so intense it left me sobbing. For the rest of the day I fought to stave off such waves...(even though I was off of work, I had some things to accomplish). But by dusk it was if a levee had broken and I could feel my body racing to make up for lost time. A salvo of orgasms hit me, the small aftershocks of the first setting off the second and so on. This went on for hours! On the third day I experienced an event that was unprecedented for me, a series of piggy-backing orgasms. This was a situation in which a second orgasm began before the first had ebbed and so on and so on. With one orgasm feeding off the other, this was like an exponentiation of my prior experiences. The intensity of it was completely off the scale. After a series of these, I was in a state much as you have described, completely caught up in an ecstatic slipstream of sensation and as the peaks ebbed, I was floating, euphoric, ecstatic and yes...transcendent. I was in place and in all places simultaneously. Sublime!

On what to call such experiences, the names that we use here in the forum are largely descriptors that highlight the various qualities that make each orgasm distinct. Consecutive orgasms, Piggybacking orgasms, Calm Seas orgasms, Stuck on ON orgasms, and yes Hyper O would fit too. Like I said some time ago, Super O's come in many flavors. As time has gone by though, I've really come to appreciate how connected all varieties of Super O's are. The way that I see it now, all of these experiences (events) are facets of some magnificent Super Orgasmic Gestalt.

B.F. while I would recommend the Peridise also, I would submit to you that experiences like I've described here and you described in your post are less a matter of the tool that one is using than about ones progress along the non-ejaculatory path. In the end, it's about working with arousal, your wiring and the trigger (mental or physical) to set it off. The Aneros is one such trigger, but again, it is but one element. If you're like me..... all the Aneros models will get you there. That said, it's fun having variety too...and having something new can often times ramp up arousal as well.

Grand Tiger, the Peridise was not designed to be used overnight as you have described. It does not have the traditional handle and abutment arm/tab configuration to prevent it from being drawn completely into the rectum. While there is a small handle on the end, it's not really large enough to be completely unattended. This is particularly the case for the folks who are, shall we say...looser down there .

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Thanks Brian for your wonderful account of your three day odysseygasm. I wish I had more time to myself!

About keeping the Peridise in "unattended." I'm very elastic down there and that's why I can comfortably accommodate the Progasm, but still I close very tightly on the Peridise even while relaxed. As much as I loosen and tighten my grip on it, the handle will not slip inside as it seems to have been very well designed not to do so, even when very well lubed. But thanks for your concern. I agree that some larger guys could have a problem with this.

I hope the steel one will be identical because the size and shape of the plastic model is just perfect.

Binaryfellow, I'm intrigued by your name; makes me think of two states of existence, orgasm off and orgasm on 🙂

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GrandTiger,

You are correct the Peridise was designed to remain in place and it is unlikely that it would get lost inside. But given the right set of circumstances, it is possible (per my previous comments). With the traditional massagers such a thing simply could not happen. Btw. I hope you understand that my comment about muscle tone was general in nature and not directed at you or anyone else in particular.

On the design of the stainless steel unit, rest assured that it will be an exact reproduction of the Peridise that you know and love!

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Plantation,

Your question is somewhat off topic for this thread so I'll direct you to: http://www.aneros.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=3860

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Thanks Brian. No, I never thought to take anything you said personally. I'm very happy to hear that the stainless steel Peridise will be an exact replica, as it is a perfect design to begin with. Really looking forward to it. That reminds me, I must email my ND about it as he was very enthusiastic after hearing my testimony, especially "since it doesn't hurt!"

www.highisland.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=1310

www.highisland.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=1322

Little did I know then what I was in for. Considering that I used to have a couple of orgasms per week, each lasting 10 or 15 seconds, I figured that I'm now spending about 1000 times the amount of time having orgasms than before 😀 Who would believe 100,000% more orgasm? But we know it's true 😀

Best wishes Brian, and thanks for your tremendous contribution to this great forum.

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BF Mayfield;

What a wonderful experience you posted about. The fact that you remember it in such vivid detail after several years tells how profound it must have been. I am still in disbelief at this whole thing, and I don't think I will ever get used to the fact that this kind of pleasure is naturally possible. It's like I have personally witnessed and felt something that literally isn't supposed to exist, and yet, there it is.

I wanted to say something about the different models. I personally believe that the most important key to having the best experience is what I referred to as sexual energy. (I actually posted about it a few months ago here http://www.aneros.com/forum/viewtopic.php?p=17999 ) It's actually like a certain kind of passion and excitement, the kind someone who is madly in love would feel. If you can manage to get charged up on this energy, then the aneros (whatever model) simply acts as a catalyst to propel you really far. As you build more of this energy, I guess the model matters less and less. Maybe overall progress along the non-ejaculatory path as you put it, allows one to gain better control over this energy.

With that said, I don't think the models are neutral, or that one always works as well as another. Hopefully this wasn't what you were indicating. With me personally, the progasm has actually seemed to work better than anything else to send me really far. I have a special way I position the tabs before things really start ramping up. I can actually have great orgasms before I get this positioning just right, but after I get it right, and essentially find my *sweet spot*, the orgasms become much more fulfilling, even more than what I usually get out of another model. And, I say this after having great experiences with every other model.

I think there is still much more for me to learn and experience, I have read so many accounts of people saying the eupho worked best for them (like Articwolves said in this thread), and for me it has been my least favorite model overall. I want to try it some more though, as I think lack of experience with it has prevented me from going far. The progasm is so large that there are certain drawbacks to using it.

About the stainless steel peridise, I am absolutely planning to buy it as soon as it becomes available, provided the cost isn't much greater than the plastic version. ( know ... 😥 tight budget at the moment) I am really anxious to find out what it will do.

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I wanted to say something about the different models. I personally believe that the most important key to having the best experience is what I referred to as sexual energy.

I was just thinking about posting some information about this subject.

I have been doing experiment after experiment with the aneros and without the aneros with arousal, the prostate and the general groin area.
I have gathered clues from other posters on this site and I have come out with numerous theories.

Just yesterday I had a realistic fantasy that charged my prostate for half of the day. I would sit there and prostate fluid would occasionally drip from my penis and for those of you who know some of my background I don't “leak” much.

So now, I am continuing research on what I might call “imagery arousal”.


   
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Hey binaryfellow!

Just wanted to add my C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S!!!

Your Journey sounds totally awesome!

Just think of where your Journey of self-discovery will lead to
in years to come . . .

Keep us in the loop Man!

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OK, without starting a new thread or writing about it all over again, I just want to say IT ALL HAPPENED AGAIN!

Honestly, I don't know what else to say except it was a repeat of last year. Here it is March again, spring break comes around. What I wrote last year pretty much sums up what I felt. Each night was better than the last and it all culminated in a major set of sessions last night, that I can't even begin to describe where it took me. I decided to log in and thought of writing a new post, but when I saw this old thread I feel like anything else I write would just be repeating.

One thing that I didn't cover, is how there's a huge sense of feeling "madly in love" that goes with it. It's like there's a deep passionate energy of arousal deep inside that makes the orgasms 100x better. I don't know where this energy comes from, but I have been able to create it lately through fantasizing and reading some erotic fiction that I found online. I think having long sessions every night helps, and this energy building is part of why I get the sense that every night is better than the night before. I'm feeling this intense deep throbbing passion right now even as I write this.

One would think that after doing this for 2 and a half years that I would be used to this or come to expect it, but this is not so. I could swear that no matter how long I live I will never get over how good it feels. I will never, ever get used to this. This is not ordinary or mundane, and it never will be. Every experience not only feels new, but it feels like something that simply shouldn't be possible to feel.

Anyway, this thread deserves a bump, if for any other reason than the fact that it all happened again.

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Very well put Binaryfellow. I basically feel exactly the same way you do when I am having these feelings which are too good to be true. I actually have a bit of guilt associated with it because I am sure that nobody I know has ever experienced this before (men at least), and they probably never will. One thing I have found to help me over the hump, as it were, is when I start feeling intense feelings of pleasure emanating from my prostate and belly, I sometimes find myself repeating the mantra "I don't care," as in... I don't care because this feels too fucking good to deny and I am going to enjoy this feeling as long as it is there. For me that always puts me into a place where I start having super O's and at the same time marveling at just how good it feels and how unquestionably happy I am at that moment.


   
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Glad to have you back binary!


   
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Hello binaryfellow, 🙂

I always like reading your posts. Thank you for taking the time to type them up. Now I haven't achieved super-O's yet... So reading your experiences is wild to imagine what I may having waiting for myself to feel in the near future. I have to say though, that I'm always amazed how cyclical the Aneros experience is. I do get pleasure from my sessions. But often times I go through both lulls and peaks in the pleasure I get from an Aneros session. It's really weird, and sometimes frustrating when the lull hits for a week or more. But it's nice to see that I am not the only one that goes through this.

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