Found my gateway

I found the way to near out of body, still shaking pleasure for myself. Everybody's experience may differ of course.

1. About 10mg of delta 8 tincture, under the tongue in two separate doses, one hour between

2..A meal an hour after that. Then about 3-4 hours later, put in the eupho syn.

3.. Meditated with this youtube guidance in head phones: https://youtu.be/NoAt6XaGsz8

4..A white noise loop through speakers, not headphones.

5. Fully coming to the present moment.

6. The most important transition, disconnecting from the brains narration of why the body is doing what it is doing. It's just a narrative. The body continues with it's actions with or without the narrative so let go of it.

7. Intense pleasure is here. I found my body rubbing a finger gently between the base of my penis and testicles, like it was finding my clitoris. 

8 The gradual realization that there is no ceiling to this pleasure and a wet male orgasm is not in this realm

9 Finally, shaking exhaustion, completely aroused as in fight or flight or sexual .

10 Need to stop because its an unsustainable level of bodily arousal.