Hi folks, I know this may seem strange, but i have trouble visualising and creating a fantasy/ fantasy playmate. I used to own an Aneros Syn but i got frustrated and through ignorance and impatince i gave up and threw it away. However i also ordered Rumels Cd which i kept, due to Alana's sensual voice. I have not listened to her in a while, as i no longer own an Aneros. Do you guys think if i listen to the Cd enough it would help me to learn to visualise. I am a single guy and have not had a partner for many years. I am on anti depressents for work related stress. In the past when i tried to visualise my mind just went off on to other things. Also i thought the more i listened to the Cd on it's own the more it will prepare me for when i do have the money for another Aneros. What do you think?
The anti depressents are the cause of not being able to visualise. I had the same experience while on them. Stopping taking them did not fix the problem either. Its been about 1.5 years and it is possible sometimes now but not like ever before. Dont know if it will ever be the same but still the drugs got me through a number of years there.
Thanks Braveneworld. I might be stuffed then! I don't want to rely on porn all the time. It does get me aroused most of the time. I thought the trance type music and the brain wave patterns on the Cd might aid me in visualising. Thanks for your reply.
@zang, you might want to try this http://www.literotica.com/. Its erotic stories in any facet of sex you can think of, some of them are even recordings which you can listen to.