Fantasy

I thought it might be interesting to post one of my most frequent fantasy's. A younger me in a story not just about sex but also about falling for someone else. It might be not very germane to this particular site but I think it gives those of us who frequent the this forum some insight to the person/s who post their words here. So my fantastical, greatly edited, story of what I would have loved to have happened to me 35 yrs ago is below. Some of you may want to puke but I hope most enjoy the read.

Jack

I met Jack just over 8 weeks ago at an after party given for the participants who had just completed the Golden Gate Short Course Triathlon. We both tied for second well behind a guy who is truly a freak of nature. I went to the party looking for this stunning man who had crossed the finish line with me and to my disappointment I did not see him in the room. It was towards the end of the party when I felt him tap me on the back. I turned and saw that handsome face and I immediately felt a gasp of air escape me-, which I immediately blamed on the beer in my hand. You see I not only had noticed him prior to, during, and certainly at the end of the race… I had wanted to meet him the entire day.

Everyone, no matter what the event, notices Jack -especially if your gay.

We talked and joked about both having the same finish time and how nice it would be to have the abilities of the guy who beat us. I had another occasion to have to catch my breath when he asked me to have dinner with him. I found out that Jack was also very much into other men and that he had noticed me the entire day. By now, I wasn’t just not breathing, my heart about to pound through the top of my head. He said he could not keep his eye’s OFF OF ME the entire day! He said it is not like him to be this forward; but there was something about me, he just had to see if I was also gay. He was so glad I accepted the dinner invitation because he assumed I was either taken or most probably not even gay. I told Jack I was going to need a trip to the ER for my pounding heart and for oxygen if things went any “further tonight”. I was certainly very attracted to him then and I’m only more and more attracted to him each passing day. We have dated, trained, and spent nearly every night together since.

So my dear readers what really is the point of this blog? It happened just few hours ago.

I am almost at a loss for words to describe how deeply touched I am by this man –Jack.

A description of our intercourse will have to suffice.

First I use the word intercourse because what we do has never been just about fucking. (Although it is the best fucking I have ever experienced.) What we do is intercourse- two people seriously looking into the others heart and probably the very soul. We usually take turns and have always flip fucked. It doesn’t seem to matter whose top or whose bottom Jack is always looking deeply into my eyes. His dark brown eyes are always so intense, looking at me as if to say come closer, come into my very center and let me into yours. His eyes betray the fact that he is always trying to sense me and if I can be brought higher and higher by his sexual motions to greater extremes of ecstasy. His cock and his remarkable bull balls are beyond description but what really attracted me from the very first night we had sex was his hands. I look down always to see him stroking my rock hard one and his manly strong - I could crush your penis effortlessly- hand, moving the masturbatory motions with such skill it almost seems as if he was trying to make my penis the center of his existence. He is so strong on occasion he will lift my 230lb frame off the bed with his cock still pulsing in my ass and hold me under one thigh while his other hand is expertly fingering my face and mouth. But last night through all of the sex play, and amidst the unbroken gaze he always gives me, I had the realization that I was deeply in love with Jack. I did something I have not done in such a long time –I started to cry.

Jack saw my tears and immediately and while holding me ever so much tighter he stopped moving leaving his cock deep inside me. He took his first finger and gently wiped both checks’ and then placed my tears on his tongue and looked even more intently into my eyes and said - I LOVE YOU TOO!

I had not made any declarations of love – Jack just knew!

I had not even began to decide how to tell Jack how I felt for fear of driving him away- Jack made it plain that he was falling deeply in love as well!

I had never thought I could feel such shear elation at the thought of such a bond between me and other man.

Jack is that perfect dream partner.

The best description of our being together is just two words.

Cosmic Ecstasy!

More later…