Exploring

Posted by: @jdurgis

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Eventually, it started going on its own, and sensation started building. It didn't obviously peak, but it felt good, so I think I'm going to try to explore this more.

I agree with the porn assessment! Porn would make me have an erection and I wanted to cum every time I would watch it. I didn’t like feeling addicted to it. Once I learned to look inside myself, things started to change. I would picture the device from the inside stroking my prostate. I know that sounds crazy but I started enjoying the feeling rather than enjoying the end result. I had my Helix Syn inserted last night while I was in the shower. When the orgasms started I didn’t think they were going to stop nor did I want them to. Standing was almost impossible. I was extremely hard and minus ejaculate exiting my cock, I felt like I was cuming nonstop. I say all that to encourage others to enjoy the journey. I do use my nipples to get things going as I seem to have a direct line to my pelvic region with them. The quote above referring to “going on its own “ is what you are looking for. Give into that and let it come to you rather that you trying to control it. The orgasm will shoot to the top of your head and down to your toes. This can go on for as long as you can relax and let it. I have read this same stuff before it happened to me with a lot of skepticism. All I can say is it’s real and the MMOs, the Super Os and the extremely hard erections are worth chasing after!

I think the part where you wrote “just focus on finding an interesting feeling… started going on its own, and sensation started building” seems like you’re really at the cusp.  Definitely keep moving in that direction as it is that point that you get the build up that it could hit its peak.  There’s a tricky thing about ‘letting go’ that seems to be consistent between many stories on the forum.  Somehow if you can combine the arousal you get from porn with arousal by the prospects of prostate orgasms that could really be a winning combination.  I couldn’t see if you mentioned using a specific device but for me personally I like vibrating toys and the Aneros Progasm ice.  They get to work fast, at least for me.  The only meditation I really sort of do would be breathing in through my nose and out through my mouth - in such a way that I can feel my stomach heaving/moving and that sort of awakens the prostate at the same time.  As far as clenching/pulling, honestly I find more of a pumping motion with minimal to no tension helps.  Finding the right tempo that you like or changing it up.  Whether you do it as a rocking motion, thrusting, humping etc.  Eventually the right motion and “tap tap taps” you do can initiate the pleasure loop.  I hope this helps and good luck!

Thanks guys! I've had a hard time feeling the same interesting feelings again in the few times I've tried since, so I guess back to that. I think the feelings I am getting might just be too intense, I'm using the Psy, so I might need to adjust the angle via the arms to back off or something.