Hi everyone! I'm wondering if anyone likes to pee as much as I do. My friend get grossed out cuz I basically moan in the bathroom, and he can hear me. "God! Go orgasm somewhere else!" I am wondering if it's because I have loved anal stimulation since I was a child. I the first time I fingered myself was 8 years old.
There are so many topics, so I apologize if this has already been posted elsewhere. I just wanna know what others feel in their everyday lives. You can stop here unless you wanna hear my journey and how it may be unique and how it might help explain why I like to pee...
I don't really know where to start...my dad had to have a talk with me in elementary school about not touching my penis in front of people. Ok. I guess. Whatever. So instead, I would play with my belly button because it gave me happy feelings down there. Whenever I washed my butt as a child, I might wash a little longer than needed. 3rd grade, I fingered myself in the shower. Sitting down hurt all day. I couldn't figure out why until I remembered that moment as an adult.
I don't remember when I started doing kegel exercises, but I'm pretty sure it was in elementary school. If I would hold long enough, this great energy would shoot up through my spine and exhilarate the rest of my body. It was great! Another way to pleasure myself without anyone knowing! I got circumcised in the 4th grade, so I wore a long shirt while I was healing. I tried showing everyone in my family my penis. I LOVED that time in my life. Showing off myself is still fun as an adult!
About a year later in 5th grade was when I first orgasmed. As I normally do, I touch myself whenever I can. It was the middle of the night. Maybe 1 or 2 am. I woke up because a new great sensation was about to happen. I didn't know what it was, but I knew it was gonna be great! "OMG! That was awesome! OMG! What's this thing that came out?" I went to the bathroom. Not pee cuz it's too thick. I heard pee was sterile, so I tasted to see if it might be new, thick pee. Hmmm...doesn't taste what pee smells like. Let's do the regular pee thing and taste that. NOPE! The first thing was not pee! I thought about porn. "OH! Is this that thing that happens before the fade away and into the next scene? Ya. Probably." I saw women eat it in those films, so I did too. It's mine, so whatever. I wasn't sure if I like it or not. I really liked this new orgasm. I proceeded to the bedroom and took back my place in the bed with my brother and mother next to my cousin on his own mattress. I then came at least another three times. I did my best to not wake anyone up.
Last thing I did in elementary school was stimulate my penis to the Super-T. I just found out ten minutes ago what a Super-T is! But I couldn't get there by myself! I couldn't keep the sensations going while I was having this extreme, super powered, and (unfortunately) debilitating orgasm. It sucked! But I kept trying!
Middle school, I played masturbating games that really helped me as an adult. I found that I would shoot different distances depending when I used my kegels during the orgasm. I found that orgasm was better and bigger the longer I kept it from happening. So I would edge and try to shoot as far as possible! It was great!
18! I bought a dildo and anal beads. It was fun. I was unintentionally stimulating my prostate. I never played with a partner and didn't until I was 21. It didn't entice me because what I saw in porn was women having a lot of fake orgasms and guys who ejaculated in too boring a fashion. If that's sex, count me out! I'll just play by myself!
21, I had anal. I continued to have anal for 9 years with men I don't even find attractive. Something in my bum is awesome, and I need someone to trigger whatever it is! Looks like a bunch of gay men don't know how to have sex either! Is this really sex? I mean, the boring shit feels good, but it's way better by myself... Throughout this time, I would wake up only to ejaculate then fall asleep again. Seems I have been touching myself in my sleep for a VERY long time!
Also, I went to school for music. I'm a (opera) singer. I had to figure out how all these tiny muscles in my neck, throat, mouth, etc. feel by themselves and in conjunction with the rest of my voice. Somehow, I decided to the Miss America wave as slow as I possibly could while analyzing every sensation I could feel. Guess what! This lead to an orgasm. I can basically orgasm so long as I want to. I would heighten my senses in any part of my body and just rub against whatever! YAY! Another way to play with myself without anyone knowing! Also, I sing pretty damn loud. I can make my clothing vibrate. I used to sing while I peed to vibrate my penis. This MIGHT have been the first I really enjoyed peeing. I don't remember. Another thing I like to do is find where my bathtub resonates, sing there, make my body vibrate, make the bathtub send extra vibrations through my legs and into my penis. Totally something I think anyone can do if they're perceptive enough about their bodies.
I consider myself a bisexual hetero-romantic. I would never be in a relationship with a dude, but they're attractive to me sexually. I figured that at 30, I'll only have sex with guys I find attractive rather than just tools to stimulate me down there...or back there lol. This was a GAME CHANGER! I guess orgasms are better if the brain likes whoever the other person is! This past year for me has been INCREDIBLE! I got my first Super-O from a dude who purposely stimulates my prostate! I didn't know what it was, but I didn't want him to stop! But, it was also so damn big that I can't breathe, move, or sense my body. I just feel like this super charged being of energy. IT'S GREAT!
So if you've made it this far, do you think this is something "normal"? Or do you think that my "training" since childhood has lead me to enjoy urinating just as much as I enjoy any other stimulation I receive?
Thanks! Sorry it's a long read 😀