Yeah i dont know how to word this and once again im here to ask questions that nobody, really, has the answer to. This place is good for cathartic release though I suppose!
So i went into a session, following my usual rough guidelines. I get the immediate lovely feelings of warm and subtle orgasm and i get the odd erection (I only seem to feel prostate pleasure when i have an erection, dont know why but this is the only thing that is consistent in my sessions)
The warmth begins to spread, just like last time which usually leads to lots of cont-nuouss pwaves, orgasms (of varying levels, I would settle for mini-o's!) and delights beyond words... but then, like a large electricity generator... it just.... 'powers down' and i back away from the light of bliss. There is no loss in focus on relaxation or arousal, it just 'dissappears'. Its not sudden its this sort of subtle 'narrowing' of sensation like ripples in a pool that gradually just fade to nothing, sometimes its not that noticable that its actually beggining to ebb away.
This is why usually i get frustrated and end up wanting a traditional orgasm. Confusion. Puzzlement. Sometimes i can get the feelings back if i adpot a new position, but the only one that generates something where i can say that i actually feel anything pleasurable, is on my back. I think being at this such a long time adds to my increasing frustration somehwhat.
Then, suddenly, none of my techniques, focus etc works and i have to stop. I remove the device and seconds later i am orgasming in my prostate, not massively intense (but sometimes very much so!) but it is constant and lasts hours. Not always does this occur but very often.
I'm not really complaining here but after all this time i thought i may have found some level of consistency by now, after years? from my understand of my body, or the reaction of the aneros, but i dont seem to get anything approaching 'consitency'. User guide videos of the aneros show what happens during an average session, sometimes with text explaining whats happeneing during the session, yet no two sessions are the same for me and i find myself amazed that they can write whats happening to them like its just 'routine'
The thing that really hurts, really cuts deep in fact is that i have experienced bliss and a state of orgasmic joy i have never felt in my life before. The issue is i appear to be unable to return this, at least not very easily. What works one session doesnt work the next and in my case never seems to work again!
I have only one theory remaining as to why this is happening to me and that theory is down to my health. I am not the fittest of individuals, i do not excercise and i do not have a job that really allows me to be active in any way. When i am active for my job its usually in one or two day bursts which totally and utterly wipes me out for days afterward.
Time to get fit for better aneros sessions and prostate 'response' perhaps? doesnt explain some of the most unfittest guys ive seen having aneros sessions having the most amazing bliss imaginable!
If there's one thing I have learned from 4 months of Aneros use is there is no 'consistency'! Even after dozens of sessions, almost every one was different! I bet your experiences are similar (it sure sounds it from your detailed post!) You don't indicate which model(s) you are using. Usually (but not always) the different Aneros will generate different results and feelings. Also, I have found recently that my level of arousal seems to have a direct impact on the strength of my 'session'! Keep that in mind as well! Good luck in the journey!
If there's one thing I have learned from 4 months of Aneros use is there is no 'consistency'! Even after dozens of sessions, almost every one was different! I bet your experiences are similar (it sure sounds it from your detailed post!) You don't indicate which model(s) you are using. Usually (but not always) the different Aneros will generate different results and feelings. Also, I have found recently that my level of arousal seems to have a direct impact on the strength of my 'session'! Keep that in mind as well! Good luck in the journey!
Thanks for the reply, i will do my best to answer:
-Ive been at this years now and i feel i should be further along than i am, in terms of recognition of the signs and respond to what my body wants
-I own and use all aneros devices, and some that are not made by aneros, the issue seems to be that only 2 or 3 of them work. The best one ive used thus far is the Eupho classic (as was for this session) and the second to smallest peredise.
-My arousal level was very very high, though may not have stayed at such a high level in this particualar session and perhaps i was distracted. I did have a strong ejacualtory orgasm 2 days prior to this via milking, so may explain some things