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Wow. So I'm new to anything prostate related and 4 days in, about 8 sessions deep, with 45 min to 90 mins per session. I have yet to have an actual orgasm, but I've had significant euphoria, and a few hard involuntary contractions. But getting to the O is not what I want to talk about in this post, its about the transformative aspects of my prostate awakening. I'm interested in your feedback about what to expect going forward, as if things do not change from here, then these last 4 days have literally been life altering.

1.). Prostate awareness. I am now aware of it sometimes at random, but literally anytime I want to be. Without the Aneros inserted, I can generate p-waves and a euphoric feeling ON DEMAND within 5 to 10 seconds just by thinking about them. I can close my eyes and carry them forward to 1 or 2 involuntary contractions per wave withing about 2-3 mins. I can't get any further than that though before things die. I find myself doing this almost subconsciously through the day and I am quite literally euphorically happy. Through this emotional high I am now more confident, more funny, more engaged, more mentally sharp. I was at a business meeting today and was so engaging, I felt like a social dynamo. Even my colleagues noticed something different.

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1.A. Is this normal for most people? Is what I'm experiencing special in any way?
2.A. Is this euphoric feeling going to diminish as my body gets used to having it more often?

2.). Body sensitivity: I now find parts of my body stimulating and sexy that never once were. This includes my collar bone and my nipples. I took a kleenex tissue and dangled it over my torso and neck during a session and it was exhilarating. Even the inside of my ears feels stimulating in a way that it never once was and lights up my prostate immediately outside a session. I understand that this is part of re-wiring.

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2.A. How on earth is it possible? What I'm experiencing seems to be more of how a women experiences sex. Is this body sensitivity something that is locked away when nature determines our gender? Genuinely curious behind the physiology of this.

If things never go further, I'm amazed at what I've been able to accomplish. It is like looking at pleasure in an entirely different way. I done understand how I can mentally release euphoria upon myself on demand. If this isn't going to go away, and anyone can get here, I can't believe that this isn't widely taught to everyone. I'm boundlessly happy. I'm so sharp. I literally feel like a rockstar. Please tell me this isn't just the adjustment period and that its going to fade. I want to believe :). Thanks for reading and for your feedback.


   
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So happy for you bro. What you have described, I want and I hope the answers to your questions are all positive and in the affirmative.

One question. When you say you can generate P waves on demand, what is your mental focus on??

Second question: What is your age?

You write so descriptively and detailed bro. Please don’t lose that as I am following close behind you and I hope you chronical your progress either on these forums or in a blog.

Thanks for sharing. I am green with envy and watching your progress.


   
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Your story is not unique. The awakening with exert further influences on you as you continue your progress. For me that included enhancing my sensual view of the world, expanding my erotic attitude towards my wife and others, stimulating my erotic imagination and opening my mind to rich erotic fantasies, inspiring my erotic writing, rendering me to be aroused (semi erect) 50% of the time, being extremely aware of and conscious of my aroused penis, increasing my seminal volume and the force of my ejaculation, and sinking into an altered state of profound rapture during P orgasms. Like many of us my anus has become a sex organ that responds to my aroused state by tingling and twitching when I am aroused. Also, just this morning my wife noted something on me that I never realized before but confirmed when I looked at previous pictures of my bare chest (at the beach etc); looking at my nipples this morning they are longer and more or less erect all the time. I did know that that they are hyper responsive and can erect my cock and even cause hfwo. I have been at this 13 years and the "awakening" continues to change me.


   
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Hey Turnrow, I'm 41, and just an average dude who got curious on this topic a few months ago when I stumbled across the product and decided to order it while the wife was out of town for a month.

As for the focus on generating my own p waves, I do about three contractions to wake up the prostate, then I visualize it in my body. I picture it as a glowing source of energy. I imagine it as being electric and vibrating at a high frequency. Then I tell myself here comes a p wave (I actually say it with my inner voice). Then the moment I feel the tingling (usually in my feet) I just focus on amplifying it by imagining a shockwave spreading in all directions from my energized prostate. I then allow it to wash over me while maintaining a very mild contraction all through yet relaxing every other aspect of my body. I try to prevent myself from getting too excited which otherwise short circuits the process and requires me to start over. Just tonight I managed a series of involuntary contractions of prestige strength that ended with me fully contracted(no where else to go). I suspect if I had my aneros in, I may have made it to some full body spasms. So as we stand I have made it farther aless than I have riding the toy. Incredible how this Awakening process works.


   
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@Anerospore Thank you for your detailed reply to my question. At 41, bro, you have many years to enjoy this journey and to put this into use with your wife. Enjoy your youth.

There isn't much talk about Euphoria here on this site. I know its real because I have experienced it after a good session that leaves me mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and physically pumped to (as you say) euphoric dimensions. I would think @gnawdols answer is a big big YES to your question about euphoria. He is a tried and true aneros practitioner with an impressive track record of how the rewiring has changed his marital life and his whole sexual life. I can only surmise that @gnawdol being aroused and sporting a semi 50% of the time is main street euphoria for us men.

We men are always energized by our penises swelling and feeling aroused wherever and whenever it happens. Semis and erect penises are what we men are all about. Likewise, I believe @gnawdol is saying that his arousal during the day (as you euphorically experienced) sets off his anus with tingling and twitching. That can only be a pleasurable extension of the euphoria rewired men experience.

Like you, I would want the euphoria to stay with me daily advancing and igniting my aging sexuality (I am almost 72).. Others will hopefully give you more empirical evidence about the euphoria you describe.

All the best to you.


   
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1.A. Is this normal for most people? Is what I'm experiencing special in any way?

First, congratulations for having such rapid progress from your initial usage. Second, let's not use the term 'normal' here as that implies anything different would be considered 'abnormal' and therefore bad. Your rapid acceptance of the Aneros as a triggering device for prostate awakening is probably non-typical but not unheard of. The prostate awakening process is special in that very few men will ever attempt to experience it, yet most all men are probably capable of having the experience, so in that respect it is probably pretty common to all men.

2.A. Is this euphoric feeling going to diminish as my body gets used to having it more often?

While the intensity of euphoric feelings will vary from session to session, IMHO, you will come to 'normalize' these feelings as part of your everyday life existence. How you psychologically accept this normalization is difficult to predict. You may or may not perceive diminishment over time.

2.). Body sensitivity: I now find parts of my body stimulating and sexy that never once were. I understand that this is part of re-wiring.

YES, it is part of the rewiring. Becoming more sensually aware is a common side effect of the prostate awakening.

2.A. How on earth is it possible? Is this body sensitivity something that is locked away when nature determines our gender?

There are many mysteries yet to be scientifically studied when it comes to the prostate orgasm. While there is much known about the physiology and functioning of the prostate, the neurological and psychological aspects of the prostate based orgasm are really unknowns at this time.

If this isn't going to go away, and anyone can get here, I can't believe that this isn't widely taught to everyone.

Societal attitudes/taboos regarding anal sex for men have a huge impact on limiting the dissemination of information about this phenomenon. Hopefully we men, here in the forum are establishing a sex positive, information based data set to help break down those taboos so other men can feel comfortable exploring the huge potential for pleasure they possess.

Please tell me this isn't just the adjustment period and that its going to fade. I want to believe.

I can't guarantee you the pleasure you are receiving now won't fade over time. I think you are experiencing a kind of 'honeymoon' period which is likely to fade as you start to normalize these new sensations/feelings into your everyday life. But I can tell you this, I've been practicing prostate massage for more than eleven years now and despite the fact I've lost much sensitivity due to radiation treatment for prostate cancer I still can enjoy occasional Super-O's when the conditions are right. I think your prospects for even higher states of pleasure are excellent and I look forward to reading about your ongoing journey.
Good Vibes to You !


   
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Google Barbara Carrellas Energy Orgasm
there is a video and a pdf handout.
enjoy 😉


   
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Thanks for the input guys! I read a lot today, including Barbara Carrelas. What I found amazing was associating the generation of pleasure waves with the downward exhale of my breathing. I now can generate them, and somehow modulate my body frequency to the wave frequency and just keep this constant stream of pleasure from a single wave for up to several minutes in duration. Its incredible. I'm currently working on generating waves on every exhale, and imagining each as a step to euphoria. This means visualising i'm literally climbing each wave to ecstasy. It seems to have potential. I've also stared consciously pushing past my involuntaries as they seemed to be holding me back. I believe I had the first beginning of my HFPO as I had a new sensation wash over me while getting very hot and my heart raging. It was followed by intense pressure in my perineum and a massive contraction then nothing... My heart was racing and I couldn't catch another p-wave until I had calmed down. Later in the afternoon I got just shy of that massive contracting completely aless while reading about techniques. The journey continues....


   
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