4 Years later round 3

Hi all,
Today my Helix just arrived and its time to start the journey off once again.
I am currently in my mid 20's and started looking into Aneros about 4 years ago. I got so excited about the product back then that I went straight out and bought the original there was no such thing and Progasam's or helix back then the choice was easy. I was very much a virgin both to the front and back door but I had the sex drive of a large out off control Truck.

Unfortunately my Eagerness to instantly have a Super-O lead to me completely loosing fait in the toy and a banding that expedition.

around two years later I decide to check in on the Aneros Website and see what was new that was when I found the new range of toys once again I got very excited at the taught of the Super O and bought the Progasam’s on the premises that bigger is better Guess what I was wrong.

The toy arrived and I had a few short sessions with a little bit of success but nothing to good all my efforts where always thwarted due to the fact that I could not leave my cock alone during my sessions. Every time I got a good feeling I would end up masturbating and ending every thing. after a few weeks I got fed up with sticking a little bit of white plastic up my ass and getting no where. I put the PG away for about 6 months while life took over I completely forgot about the hole thing.

One night while taking a shower I started thinking about my prostate more and more until I noticed some precum coming out I taught who maybe there is something to all this. for the next 6 days or so I started reading the forum intensely and trying to understand every thing people where saying.

a few nights later I dug out the Progasam and had a go I had a very interesting session with leg twitching and other nice feelings going on but nothing earth shattering I removed the toy and went to sleep.

the next day dawned and I went to work as the day went on I felt more and more discussed with my self, Its hard to describe but I knida felt like I was some sort of a dirty sex pervert or something. This terrible feeling led me to the ultimate gesture of throwing the toy in the bin and forgetting about the hole thing again.

Two years have passed and my situation has very much changed I am no longer living at home and have started to realise that I am not the only one the wants to enjoy there body and that it does not make me some sort of a dirty sex crazed perv in fact I have come to understand that pity much every person feels this type of gilt after a passionate night.

With this realization I feel like I have opened up a new door into my own sexuality and have really started to enjoy my new way of looking at life.

so this brings me to present day I ordered my Helix about a week ago now and downloaded Rumel's CD which by the way is fantastic.

For the last week while I have been waiting on my toy to arrive I have been doing practice sessions where I go trough the routine of a small enema then get my self setup on my bed and practice my contractions as in the post (quick and dirty path to the super O) and listening to Rumel CD.

Now my biggest problem is I only get one night in the week where I will have enough private time to try the session properly and that’s not for an other 7 days I really hope I can wait that long 🙂

Sorry for the long winded post but I really just wanted to get my experience out there and use that expression to really follow trough this time and get to the final goal.

I would really appreciate your views and look forward to updating you all on my progress.

best regards,
Paul.