Indulging in excessive edging I lately set a personal record. Playing the tease and denial game until the point of no return and slightly over the edge, I tried to hold back my ejaculation after already having felt its beginning. But this time I've only been putting kind of weak effort into it. Like trying to stop peeing I focused on the same musculature but instead of trying hard I only let it be a halfhearted attempt. Nevertheless it worked...

Sunday morning, after five hours of edging to some porn on the web, though I wanted to edge to the brink, I still refused to accept cumming. Horny beyond belief I had given myself two orders: If I would cum, I would ruin my orgasm and I would have to swallow my cum. My refractory period only lasted half a minute, enough to already discard to submit myself to that self-humiliation, as usual due to the lack of sufficient arousal after...