This morning has been uniquely pleasurable… No Aneros, yet my body has learned to bring about some amazing orgasms just sitting and working (or getting lost in erotic thought) or running some errands… It's some pleasure-on-demand capability I'm wired into. Woo-hoo! Who wouldn't want to…

During yesterday’s chat I was reminded of the experience of Jill Bolte Taylor, a brain scientist who analyzed the effects of her own stroke: Watching her intriguing and wonderfully articulate talk again, I was struck by her description of her dips into “right-hemisphere consciousness”—because it…

On advice from the forum, I picked up some Probe Thick Rich at Walgreens. Without a doubt, the choice of lube makes a big difference. Up until now I had been using ID Glide; it had a tendency not to stay where I wanted it…

I spent part of the day reading about chakras and their traditional mystical interpretations. I am definitely at a point where I can feel something—an energy—moving around and through my body. And, I can intensify the feeling just by focusing my awareness on it with…

Yesterday was a good day. I got some things accomplished, and was feeling good. Upon retiring to bed, still bemused by my newfound ability to voluntarily induce pleasure, I did so and experienced a few dry-Os. Not to get too involved in a session though,…

When I woke up this morning it was just barely light outside. I could hear it was starting to rain. Still feeling groggy, I wasn't ready to get up. I had a few false starts, based mostly around my confusion and paranoia that someone was…

Today has been bizarre. After waking I had a quick Aneros-less session to start the day. My energy levels today were nothing like they were yesterday, though I was still getting into listening to my music while I worked. There was something else, though—not quite…

Today I've been feeling high as a kite. The Aneros-less kickstart I described in my previous entry was just the incredible beginning. Who knew I could teach my body to enjoy intense orgasmic pleasure at will without any direct physical stimulation? Frankly I'm amazed it…

Something interesting happened last night that was completely non-sexual, and yet at least as energetic and satisfying as I've been experiencing lately. I decided to try some meditation (in bed) with the help of headphones and soothing audio. It was not long before I started…

In my first entry I mentioned I might try combining my pleasurable day-after effects with traditional masturbation. I did, and the result was one of the strongest orgasms and ejaculation I've had in recent memory; it was quite enjoyable. That was last night. Early this…