03/03/2009
This morning has been uniquely pleasurable...
03/01/2009
During yesterday's chat I was reminded of the experience of Jill Bolte Taylor, a brain scientist who analyzed the effects of her own stroke: Watching her intriguing and wonderfully articulate talk again, I was struck by her description of her dips into "right-hemisphere consciousness"—because it is very similar to how I was feeling after one of my marathon Aneros sessions (blog title "Fifth session—wonderful and bizarre"). Yet more evidence of how all things are connected...
02/25/2009
On advice from the forum, I picked up some Probe Thick Rich at Walgreens. Without a doubt, the choice of lube makes a big difference. Up until now I had been using ID Glide; it had a tendency not to stay where I wanted it to stay, and was difficult to apply in the right amount to be comfortable during my sessions, and did not seem to last very long. A little of the Probe lube went a long way, and lasted...
02/18/2009
I spent part of the day reading about chakras and their traditional mystical interpretations. I am definitely at a point where I can feel something—an energy—moving around and through my body. And, I can intensify the feeling just by focusing my awareness on it with the intent to do so. I wonder if that's all that's really been happening around the prostate, which is near the root chakra considered to be at the base of the spine. By moving the energy...
02/18/2009
Yesterday was a good day. I got some things accomplished, and was feeling good. Upon retiring to bed, still bemused by my newfound ability to voluntarily induce pleasure, I did so and experienced a few dry-Os. Not to get too involved in a session though, and since I had gotten rock hard, I decided to whip up an ejaculation...
02/17/2009
When I woke up this morning it was just barely light outside. I could hear it was starting to rain. Still feeling groggy, I wasn't ready to get up. I had a few false starts, based mostly around my confusion and paranoia that someone was going to walk into my bedroom and see everything I'd been doing there. Several hours later I was awake enough to wonder if yesterday had really happened. As if to prove it to myself, I started...
02/16/2009
Today has been bizarre. After waking I had a quick Aneros-less session to start the day. My energy levels today were nothing like they were yesterday, though I was still getting into listening to my music while I worked. There was something else, though—not quite depression but a melancholy and anxious feeling about something I couldn't quite identify. In the late afternoon I was getting horny and decided to get into using the Aneros again. The first hour was unremarkable, mostly because I...
02/15/2009
Today I've been feeling high as a kite. The Aneros-less kickstart I described in my previous entry was just the incredible beginning. Who knew I could teach my body to enjoy intense orgasmic pleasure at will without any direct physical stimulation? Frankly I'm amazed it has happened at all, let alone so quickly—I've only had four sessions with the Aneros and I almost feel like I don't really need it any more. I gather my rapid progress is not a...
02/15/2009
Something interesting happened last night that was completely non-sexual, and yet at least as energetic and satisfying as I've been experiencing lately. I decided to try some meditation (in bed) with the help of headphones and soothing audio. It was not long before I started to feel some tingling, mostly in my legs—not erotic at all but soothing and very relaxing. I was able to direct this tingling with my focused awareness into other parts of my body, and was...
02/15/2009
In my first entry I mentioned I might try combining my pleasurable day-after effects with traditional masturbation. I did, and the result was one of the strongest orgasms and ejaculation I've had in recent memory; it was quite enjoyable. That was last night. Early this morning I woke up to involuntary spasms and arousal sensations, as though I were having an Aneros session—but I wasn't! The convulsions literally woke me up. Unfortunately, I was still tired and wasn't in the mood...