did some more work on the size and shape of the hot glue and inserted it just to see if it hit the spot even though i had 2 good sessions today already--it was a bit better, even though i didn't prelube beforehand cause of all the sessions i had already had today--i will have to try the helix again as i've been copying the mgx glue without trying it--have been getting some action from echos, all very nice--a bit...

good session, much better than the last several sessions--trimmed back the hot glue and reshaped it--also prelubed before insertion, which i will have to do all the time--had some nice anal feelings with a lot of in and out of the mgx--quite pleasant--not too violent so i could enjoy them and not let them get out of control like when it darts without warning deep into my ass--had mostly anal but a few prostate feelings, the ones i like that...

i have been doing the last few sessions without prelube cause everything seemed to be going fine just before that, but then they slowed down, so yesterday i prelubed again--this is something i think i should do all the time no matter how well things are going--i got a lot more movement although nothing to sustain and nothing earth shaking--i will continue reshaping and repositioning the hot glue until i get back to where i was more than a week...

today's session with the mgx didn't go anywhere--took it out halfway and cut off some hot glue and relubed it--got a little better but i think the hot glue amount and location are not right--when it's hitting the right spot with the right amount of aggressiveness it's very obvious and this certainly is not right--nothing remotely resembling any waves or hot blips...

well i did the second session today , but with the helix--gave it 40 minutes but it was not too profitable--will have to shave off some hot glue from both messagers and try again tomorrow...

well, i was finally able to hold off having a session for a few days--funny though, i didn't have any echo sessions without the aneros even though i lay down several times each day and tried to feel the waves--i had some slight waves, but not long lasting nor large--it was completely the opposite of what i expected and had been experiencing--added some more hot glue to the mgx and helix but based on today's test with the mgx i...

i know i said i'd wait several days for another session but i didn't--i wondered what the helix would be like after this progress with my mgx and so i tried it out--not too much happening so i decided to add some hot glue to the p-tab like on my mgx--well i tried it out at 2:40 this afternoon and it was better than in the morning without the glue--also tried the last 10 minutes with no massager and i...

OH BABY!!!--wow--what woke me up?--about 2 hours after i went to bed last night i was woken up by wave after wave of p-waves--at first i didn't know what i was doing but quickly saw what was happening and tried to prolong the experience--relaxation and letting it take me wherever it wanted was the answer--my prostate was warm then hot!--it stayed hot like that for more than 2 hrs as wave after wave of pleasure washed over it--no anal feelings...

did a short session today cause nothing much seemed to be happening --tried the pull my cheeks apart technique and let them go to get involuntary spasms going but not much happened--willing to take several days off now as after a few days off that seems to be when i usually jump ahead...

well, this was a good practice and learning experience--no big thrills but i think my thoughts about how to control the two different orgasms are correct--today i practiced the slight anal contraction for the prostate rub and the rectal contraction for the anal feeling--didn't have many anal bubbling feelings today but had a lot of the massager rubbing on the prostate--i know what the precursors of the various feelings are now--the prostate rub is sort of like a feeling of...