USPS tracking says it's out for delivery. My wife has just left to run some errands, meaning that I will have some time alone. I'm thinking of running out to the drug store for a syringe for lube and maybe an enema kit. I think I'll use the Astro Glide that we already have. Maybe another quick check on the forums in case people are strongly against it. I hope this isn't one of those days that the mail comes at...
I keep checking the tracking information, reading the forum, etc. I'm pretty sure the thing will come in the mail today. I continue to do my muscle contractions and I feel a strong erotic feeling. I can't wait for the thing to arrive. My wife knows that I ordered it, but I think she's dismissive about it. I don't know if I want to have my first sessions alone, secretly, privately or with her. I really need to get some...
I ordered my MGX yesterday, and thought I'd say a little about what led up to it. From my journal entry of July 6, 2009: Just did a sexual meditation. I was exercising my PC muscles while lying on my back. I was giving my attention to the way my PC muscle was working. What I could and couldn't do with it. I soon became very sexually aroused. I decided not to touch myself. To see where this would go without...