Session 8: First mini-o? New Pleasurers and Marvels

I think I had my first couple of mini-os! It felt like a rising sustained “rush” of pleasure, like waddling in shallow water at the beach and a wave passes through you. You feel that rise of force from below; you feel that need to breath high in your chest; you almost lifted up. Now imagine, that’s accompanied by a diffusion of mild bodily orgasmic pleasure. All while my pc and anus were pumping the psy rhythmically (in fact, through out the session, I had auto-contractions. They’d settle, then restart)

After that wave subsisted, the pleasure shrank to a much localized pleasure of the prostate. Felt nearing ejaculation but didn’t.

And that was the main event of this session other than the assortment of new pleasures. For the first time, I felt pleasure in the anal canal itself. The prostate had dull pleasure ache. And the auto-contractions seemed to never want to quit but rest a moment before beginning again. And lots and lots of leaking. My goodness, I never leaked so much.

There’s a mini ‘rush wave’ rising in my pelvic just before the contractions start. I’m not sure what exactly that is, if it’s a prelude to another one of those

But this practice has become something very incredible. I have a hard time stopping because I enjoy how the psy sits inside, how it gentle massages the prostate on my breathing, how the build comes and subsides. It’s seems profoundly healing in an odd way.

The day after, my prostate’s aching with localized pleasure; a diffused warm pleasure sits in my whole pelvic, and as I write these experiences, my penis and pelvic floor vibrate with resonance as my pc muscle taps in quick flexes

There’s something far deeper here than just pleasure; there’s love and compassion and healing and rest.

Challenges i have to overcome: Relaxation. When things staring heating up, my pelvic floor tense to grip. Also, worry over not using enough lube. This morning’s bowel movement showed that I indeed used plenty enough, but I’m overly worried over causing injury. I don’t want to throw out the coconut oil so I’ll be getting shea butter and mixing that in

But so far, this has been simply incredible. And becoming harder and harder to resist another go. And yes, coconut suppositories is definitely the way to go 🙂