A Journey with a Psy

Just as the title suggests, I’d like to journal my adventures with the Psy Aneros.
Now that I’m getting a little older, and with my father’s battle with prostate cancer, I decided to take up some advice and get myself a massager. I chose the Psy because if I’m to get one massager, I’d chose one that is customizable and one that I grow with. Also the fact that it’s on the shorter size makes it less intimidating.

And let me start with the very first session(early morning Sunday):

Since I’ve never done anything anally before, I took my time, over an hour from start to finish.
Lubricate: Spectrum Organic, Unrefined Coconut Oil
Mindset: Very nervous/excited, high heartbeat from first time nerves, worry over injury and discomfort

Okay, so for the start: the anus was extremely tight, and I was expecting that, so I worked the Psy in and out, reapplying the lube, but once it went in, I was very pleasantly surprise how well it fit. From what I’ve read of the Psy, I was expecting a strong, urge to urinate, pressure, but it was not only very comfortable, but I just barely feel it inside.

I didn’t do any voluntary contractions; only deep breathing with the natural contractions that come with it, and searching for sensation. The anus was complaining a bit but nothing too bad.

About 30min in, I began to feel a pleasurable ache and maybe a massager making contact with the prostate. There were some involuntary contraction, and a few deep ones that I was afraid was going to hit the prostate hard, but it didn’t. The deep involuntaries were sauve and smooth. I had a good amount of leaking and semi erection

Taking the massager out was a little difficult with the tight anus and it wanting to grip. And after the session, I could still feel a ‘shadow aneros’ especially that night. Next morning, that pleasurable prostate ache is still there when I search for it, and pelvic floor buzz.

I don’t know what others mean by the Psy being ‘aggressive’ but so far, it was very nice. And based on such positive results, I think the factory setting for the P and K tab are right.

So, for the first session: surprised how suave and comfortable once inside, pleasurable ache, over-worrying about too little lube and injury, very tight and achy anus have to work through.

Session two Monday late afternoon: 1hour
I starting getting the urge to purge, but it was mild. Though it kept my anus tightly contracted. Other than that, I had mild pleasure, some pelvic floor tingling waves, a few autocontractions. I felt my prostate more definitively, a back and forth dull pleasure ache against the massager. I’m starting to think this urge to purge is actually my prostate tricking my rectum since the urge strengthens when I relax my anus. But there was maybe 15min of pure comfortable massage, so I think my body’s getting used to it

Again, removing the massager is a pain, and now I realize that my anus is gripping the massager so hard. It doesn’t want to let it go. So I’ve got to do deep belly breaths and slowly wiggle it out.

As an update (Since i wrote this last night):
I lost a night of sleep. Had to urinate around 1130 which is unusual but when I laid back in bed, my prostate began to grow bright with an achy pleasure and then the auto-contractions and strong erection all night till around 230am. Pelvic floor tingles galore. Wonderful but I’ve got to function today!

So, I supposed I’ve got to be a little more measured with this. For the next few sessions, I’ll have them strictly in the morning. Not in the late afternoon, and a day between. Ah well, live and learn. 🙂