Back at it… sort of. I mean at the moment I don’t have any toys, and it’s not like I can go to the adult store to get one at this time. Which is too bad because I have so much free time. I thought I would just forget about prostate stimulation and move on, but it’s back. I’ve been using aneros/aless for a year or more, and maybe had one light O, and some good sensations. I’ve been without the aneros now for maybe 6 months, so I hope I can get back in without aneros (for now.)
All I have is my hands and mind to get me off. So I can finger myself and rub my nipples and focus.The thing is, I have an overactive mind and it gets in the way of any sensations most times. I was going to post and ask how I could gain stronger aless and better nipple success, but it’s been asked so much that I’ll just write to myself here instead, because I know the only way to get better is to do more and experiment.
I can sometimes feel the slight tingle in my prostate and I try to focus on that as best I can, but it’s so fleeting. Other times, my prostate will actually swell a bit, and it feels great and that’s the best I can do right now really. My nipples are not super sensitive either, but I hope to change that… it’s just I don’t notice any progress, even though I’ve been doing it for a while.
I plan to abstain from ejaculation for maybe a week and see if I get more arousal. I will also experiment with fingering tonight and more nipple stimulation.