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ede_1943 ed's journey
well, made the tab shorter and lower but it didn't change the results much--still only minimal feelings generated which don't lead anywhere-tried complete relaxation, holding slight and heavy contractions, breathing, different positions and other stuff--not advancing so far--will try to lay off tomorrow and start…
ed's journey
well i don't seem to be progressing after adding hot glue to the tab of my mgx--i think i overdid it and added way more than i had with the candle--the contact spot is now higher and closer to my balls--will cut it back and…
ed's journey
it seems that almost every time i lie down on my back now my prostate and/or anus demands my attention--it's as if they want an aneros session and are letting me know about it--especially when i lie on my back before sleep and breath deeply…
ed's journey
tried my modified mgx again today and it still gets the heart rate and buzz going right away--haven't been able to keep the good feelings generated long enough to string anything out, no matter how much i try to relax--but i have noticed that whenever…
ed's journey
played with moving the p-tab to hit the sweet spot--thought it was up higher towards my balls where the tab couldn't reach, but before i went in that direction i tried the direction that everyone else has gone in and it was the right direction…
ed's journey
well, i guess it's not so easy!--today's sessions, while not totally useless, were not an advance over yesterday's success--i had a few things to encourage me but not the advancement from yesterday's starting point--seems like i've taken a slight step backward--but i do think that…
ed's journey
WOW!!--getting there finally!--started off session on my back with a small wadded towel under my belt line, albolene and swiss navy silicone on my mgx--no arousal--this time i pulled the p-tab up away from my ass to get it as high as i could, stuffed…
ed's journey
well, it's not as easy as i thought that it would be--thought i had it cracked the other day but i'm still a long way from being there--still worth the effort though--tried the methods of fleshjoe and thicktop4u, pushing the p tab as far towards…
ed's journey
this is great--i now seem to be able to feel my prostate and stroke myself, hands off, while just sitting and watching tv--the sensations i get while contracting slightly are remarkably similar to those i get during my aneros sessions, centering around my prostate and…
ed's journey
boy!--everyone always said subtle was the word but i never guessed it would take such a subtle touch--i thought that the aneros movement would be felt as an in and out stroking movement, even if it were subtle, but to me, it is just a…
ed's journey
after the buzzing of the last session i knew what i was looking for at last--this time i discovered that when i pressed my hips down while flat on my back and using my breathing i could get the feeling-whatever it was- to shadow the…
ed's journey
had a lot of sessions with little or no result--just some twinges every now and then--then 2 sessions ago i had some "buzzing" in my anus around the massager and i thought , this is what it is and not the massager stroking in and…