Eupho syn

MGX Syb

Helix syn v

vice 2

Program 

Aneros Psy

i enjoy them all at different times and maybe have had pleasure waves along the way but something happened this weekend that felt pretty close to what maybe a Super O - i had a weekend to myself and didn’t plan it but basically did 3 hours last night and, on and off, almost 12 hours today and in the last 2-3 hours I had these waves over and over of feeling like I was approaching and then beyond the point of no return - kind of- of a normal orgasm  I was shaking and making sounds and saying things I didn’t even know were in me.  I added a Playboy Seeker to the mix but just kept going from one to another (usually when a battery died).

It’s been an hour or so since then and I’m still getting these beautiful aftershocks and my prostrate and rectum still seem to be reacting like these things in there  

i have not known pleasure like it and it feels like such a unique experience it can’t really be described in the words I have. It was like there was pleasure everywhere and also nowhere. It was like I could stop it at any moment but was also completely powerless. I was in the experience, commentating the experience and watching it  

i noticed some things - there are choices along the way to lean in or pull away - to follow what your body wants or what your head wants. I made some movements and got into positions that I had no idea I could do and certainly didn’t think of them myself. For a lot of it just the slightest movement brought a waterfall of sensation.

And like I have read, it was kind of a spiritual experience.

I kind of pushed out a regular orgasm at the end and it was powerful but I didn’t need it, I kind of wish I hadn’t done it.

interestingly no porn, no music, a little thc, lights off. I got an erection once but had no interest in my penis at all which is a first.

celebrating!! And hoping now that my body knows what it is, it won’t take a day to get there every time!