Thick in my head !!

Had a good session last night with no expectations as usual - but the collateral effects were definite, both mentally and physically. I've read so many accounts of what arrival at our destination has been like for many of you. But I must say, for this older newbee the Journey so
far has been one of the most serine, enlightening, stimulating and rewarding
experiences I could expected... Leaving me wondering how good will this get?

Maybe a little back story first. As a Catholic kid of the fifties, reaching puberty in the sixties, sex was never discussed or even mentioned for that matter, we were all pretty much 'on our own' as far as sex ed. was concerned. So much time, so much energy, so much miss information, so many 'Legion of Decency' rules and so, so much guilt. I was the kind of kids, that even if the wind blew strong, I was up and at attention... cock wise that is. So, no surprise masturbation became a favorite pastime... funny how some thing never get old! Twenties by the seventies, art school and life drawing gave me an appreciation for the human form, but Aneros sessions have given me back the 'Wonder of it All'.

I browse the Forum a lot, looking for keys or hints you guys have experienced. Came across Darwin's discussion on 'How a woman sees a cock' and his tumbler posts... At 63 anal play is fairly new to me, the act of being penetrated led to fantasy, and the sheer delight in the image of a body at peace with itself, male or female, in this case male, was the unexpected arousal missing from my previous sessions. Raising wonder of sexuality... and perfectly comfortable in the diversity of us all... Humans attracted to Humans, what can be more human? Sorry I digress!

I know, finally, he gets to the point...
Has an Aneros session left any of you feeling more verile, more sexually aware, more at peace in the body you've been in, your entire life... Now that's an Epiphany!! The 'humming' I felt last night, I had felt before... but this morning, I awoke actually refreshed for the first time in like, five years. I know Aneros does nothing for physical size, and being of average endowment, my cock has been feeling 'thicker' for lack of a better term all day and I've been very aware of a tingling in my perineum all day as well... Curious huh!! or is it the edge of discovery?