Sensual Sexual Intimacy as an Aneros User

So I have been an Aneros user for 13 years now. I had my first anal pleasure waves soon after I started. I had my first prostate orgasm with hard anal contractions after 6 months. By that years end I was totally rewired. With rewiring came the growth of my sensual self. My entire mindset towards sex and my sexuality changed with rewiring. My anus became my primary and preferred source of orgasmic pleasure with my wife. My orgasmic sessions grew in length, some now are three hours of non stop back to back pleasure waves, anal spasms, super o's and deep hard anal orgasms. During the last 13 years my experience of sex with women has become surreal and deeply pleasurable. However at the same time the appeal of male sexual sharing grew. As a result I have had 3 male trysts. They were all very very hot. Now when I am swimming deep in an orgasmic session those experiences of my sex with men flood my brain and harden my orgasms pushing me to experience to excruciating ecstasy and mind bending euphoria. Lewd and lurid raw male sexual pleasure has now become a craving for male sexual intimacy and shared orgasmic euphoria equal to the craving I have for female intimacy. Each day and each session keens my sexual desire to a razor thin edge waiting for the intensely intimate act of laying nude with a man and sharing pleasure slowly and sensually. My sex with women has become intense and profoundly sensual. What started out as a source of anal pleasure has now moved into the realm of longing and desire and a surreal need for sensual intimacy. .What a journey.