Scary experience (in a good way)

@inhope...sounds wonderful! It appears you were "In the zone" for sure. When one's excitement level is so high, aneros predictably works its magic! Not sure I understand what you refer to as getting "over the wall." I have no expectation of eclipsing some "Point of no return" with aneros. For me it's more repetitive, escalating waves of pleasure that go on as long as I can stand the intense pleasure...I know when my session is over for me when I can't take it any more! Then I can't wait for my next session after a day or so of rest.

What I mean by the wall is that it ramped up to what I thought was orgasm of some kind but it just fizzled out into nothing. Like I couldn't reach whatever it was.

I also don't get the usual waves of pleasure I normally get, so in some ways it was a poor session, please read my post again.

It was scary but I don't know why, it was good but it was also poor in terms of physical sensation. It was good because my body felt like it was doing something scary and new, heart rate, shaking etc but no orgasm.

Let's all say it together...THERE IS NO WALL! There is increased awareness and relaxing and all he techniques you've learned! Look at how far you've come in the last few months! No wall, just new learning and practice, and enjoy what you get...it might get bigger than you thought possible!

TG

Ok well I use the term wall because I lack the correct descriptive powers. There as a point where it could go to orgasm or not and it always fell short, sadly.

Ive lost the heights of pleasure from my session but had this 'on the edge with out orgasmic feelings' thing which lead nowhere, but holds promise for the future. Or foes it? But even though there was an absence of usual pleasure from this session, I felt I was on the edge of orgasm, bit as I say in a pleasure less way. It was.... Odd,I can't say a successful session but I can't say anything else either? I font understand what it was, it's shy I'm making a post, I'm a little scared especially since post session info below:

I have since the session had hot shooting 'pains' all day in my left leg from ass to my leg every few minutes.

I think I had something similar. It's like the activity of the aneros is normally like a band playing, and then out of nowhere you can hear a distant fog horn, that's deep, giant and startling.
I've always been sceptical of the shaking and moaning videos, but if that's what some people are being hit with over again over again... then I just don't know.

I've definitely noticed new kinds of involuntaries since I started using the peridise. So I'm quite interested to hear what you make of the journey with it. Could expand on what kind of contractions you're doing? Like what muscles?

One thing I'm thinking about lately is physical relaxation - and whether I find it easier with the peridise. I think the p-tab pressure of the other models makes me clench in a way I'm not aware of, as well as there being more to grab onto and move with the bigger models.

Something I stumbled on last night was the thought of (and this may sound weird), relaxing my whole pelvic area so much that I had to mentally be ok with pissing/crapping myself. Even though there was no actual risk of it, I needed to not care if it happened (which was hard to sustain). In that mind-set I was able to relax more, and when I relaxed that much, the involuntaries started getting bigger and more intense.

An experiment I tried was to squat down on the floor (like you intend to crap on the carpet) with the aneros in and feel how relaxed the anal sphincter is. It's a level I can't get to during a session, except maybe with what I mentioned in the previous paragraph.

Just wondered if you had any thoughts on this.

I'm moderately worried about this hot shooting feeling, it's not nice.

My prostate feels hot, not in a good way either, it's constant