Really scared about whats happening to me.

@exodus
I think that that plays a major role in why I got so scared. Honestly, just the word kundilini scares me lol

Well isn't this a coincidence. Last night I had a session without the aneros. As I was stimulating my nipples and promoting sexual energy through my body, I felt the p-waves and everything coming until I advanced to further stages of arousal. Suddenly when I thought I was about to have an orgasm, the kundalini energy hit me again. I felt my head spinning like I was on some sort of roller coaster or something (my eyes were moving from right to left very fast!). All the sexual feelings I had transformed and became non-sexual and more psychedelic-like. Very soon I felt a firm pressure on my skull and between my eyes (3e eye chakra?) and as I drifted away in this - out of body-like - trance, I saw the universe and lots of blue and white dots. After a minute or so I got a little bit scared so I discontinued to let the chakra take me over so I stood up and did something to distract me from it.
Since then I have been reading online about the kundalini chakra and I seem to have most of the symptoms. Also now I understand there can be more going on than just plain anxiety which I stated before. The kundalini awakening can be a very unpleasant process for some as you drag parts of your subconscious into your normal consciousness, which can be very confronting. At least, that's what I've read. I'm going to do more research.
Anyway keep strong bro, I'm experiencing the same thing!

Hi @MMO_RPGlol,

I salute you for exercising caution in your coming back to Aneros sessions.

Perhaps a Yoga regimen may be good for you at this time. It doesn't have to be Hatha Yoga or a strenuous yoga which focuses upon Yoga bodily poses or Asanas. I suggest that you find a Yoga teacher who can guide you in gentle breathing exercises.

Also you need some grounding as you start your Aneros sessions again.

Thom./BigGlansDC

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@AneRico

I think you may be right.
This sucks.

Just the word Kundilini freaks me out. Agh

@exodus
I don't think I experienced kundilini awakening. I didn't have any of the symptoms you described.

The only thing that happened with me is awareness of chi. When I couldn't make it go away, I freaked out and obsessed on it. After time it just sort of went away.

I never experienced anything close to psychedelic.

@AneRico

I think you may be right.
This sucks.

Just the word Kundilini freaks me out. Agh

@MMO_RPGlol --- Please, take my comment as constructive only...but, what exactly are you telling us you're afraid of in this experience? Reconciling your religion with your Aneros experience isn't that difficult IMHO. Again, this is my POV only, but...as a child of God, you were created in his image...is that a fair statement? If so, then for you and your body to experience these sensations, no matter how different they feel, is ALSO in Gods image for you! Who are you hurting by massaging your prostate? Whatever energy, or call it Kundalini if you want, which exists within you, is already, IN you, and YOU are as much a part of why it's there! Why would you want to disassociate yourself from something that exists as a part of YOU since the day you were born! As individuals, we are not taught, nor do we know enough about our own bodies and minds, and how we function, and we rely on the "wisdom" of doctors, who honestly, only know just so much about why the body does the things it does! We should be EXPLORERS, not just of our world, but of ourselves, and we should cherish each revelation we encounter, whether they are dreams, prostate energy, multiple orgasms, or Kundalini, because they exist! Why not understand them, rather than be fearful!

I don't do illegal drugs, or smoke, or drink much alcohol, but I'm not a prude either! I'm a man who wants to understand, and experience, and be in amazement of the miracles of this world and of life! Be a child of this world, and of God, and learn...but try not to fear!

TG

Theme_Gasm

Bravo to you Theme Gasm in what you said. God alone made these male bodies.......not some Eastern mystic non God. Inner rewiring is a blessing and not a curse to a man, the inner wiring being God given.
Thanks for pointing this out.....

@MMO_RPGlol, I agree with you. There is a trigger in the word kundalini that I react to. I am happy with most other Sanskrit words etc. I am happy with spiritual awakening.
I think there is more to language than we are aware of. Perhaps there is a power in sound that affects me and of course a word is a collection of agreed sounds. Kundalini is one of those sounds.
The reaction may be triggered in the context we first hear it or a sound like it. Now if it was the name of a model of a Ferrari .....! Edit: I still don't like it!

Kundalini is just a name, a label if you will and it's just a form of energy thats all. Everything around us is energy, we are energy. Energy is in different shapes and forms and vibrates at different rates depending what form it takes. All you are experiencing is energy moving through your body. The energy in itself is not harmful, maybe overpowering to an extent and in your case I think you are having anxiety attacks over pre-conceptions you have acquired about Kundalini energy. Yes this is a powerful energy that makes us more aware of ourselves and can bring unresolved things from the past to the surface where you'll have to deal with it the best way you can but it is also away for us to grow in a more spiritual sense. People who have bad Kundalini awakening experiences (if this is indeed what you're experiencing) have often not been prepared for release of this energy and it's rise through the Chakras. So when it hits a chakra whatever issues are involved with that chakra will come to light. I would describe it as a form of clearing stagnant unwanted energy that needs to be expelled in order for the chakra to be cleansed and vibrate at it's optimim rate. The stagnant energy will come to the surface where it will take different forms, maybe anxiety, maybe past emotional issues will come to light again etc. It is just a sign that the Kundalini energy is doing it's thing, getting rid of all the negative energy and blocks that you've built up through your life. You can then ground that negative energy or mentally send it out into the universe.

@Tickle, an excellent description. I think most 'tick tock' folk wander through life missing more than they find. I think there are multiple opportunities to be discovered for those who look, and more of them outside "the box". Behind the chakra system there is another system called the Hara "The Hearts Desire and the Power of Intent", limitless creative possibilities. There is, in truth, no limit to our ability. I wonder what we have in store for ourselves! Well as a first step I will encourage myself to like the sound "kundalini" for I like what it means.

I know I am never gonna entirely banish such questions from my mind regarding whether God approves of me indulging myself with Aneros. I just have to hope he is more understanding than I give him credit for. Truth is when it comes to sin (as defined in the bible) I find that since everyone else is doing it and since if we break one law we break all of it. Also since Jesus paid the price for it past present and future..well regardless of what Paul says can't help but give myself license

@nerve --- I feel betrayed, not by God, but by a society that puts money ahead of human suffering and health! When we invest as much into real health solutions without side-effects and promote real health, not pseudo-health that relies soley on artificial remedies, I'll feel guilty for taking a non-traditional route to better health. Until then, no guilty feelings here!

@nerve, each must find their own peace with themselves. I feel God has blessed me by leading me to the Aneros experience. The consequence of that experience is, my prostate is in far better health than I could have possibly expected. I can urinate again without agonizing pain and I can release my bladder that many men of my age cannot do. My well being is streets ahead of many of my contemporaries. My PSA level is so low my GP only tests it once every two years and my Testosterone is above average. I do not suffer from a button mushroom and feel a man again most mornings! I can successful have sex often with my wife, which I could not do before. Our relationship has improved so much. My outlook on life is good. I feel that if God had not lead me to Aneros I would be chronically depressed, in constant pain, be minus a prostate and have little or no connection with my wife. I want to say this because it is my experience and I am so utterly grateful for it. I could go on and on, so many more blessings but I just want to share my joy.

@isvara --- That's great to hear! It's also the most reaffirming news for anyone who doubts whether to take a chance with Aneros and move themselves beyond the stereotypes of using it! To have it provide real health benefits and pleasure at the same time is a blessing!

@isvara, that really is great to hear, it certainly does sound like Aneros has bought great things into your life
I am encouraged

I may have had the same kind of issue as you have with the non-sleep.
background:
in early Dec I suffered a pretty good back injury and had several RMT, Chiro, relax massage, Pressure Point release and a little reiki. All withing about a 3 week period. And to add to that my workplace was struggling etc etc... I was in a very bad place.
Between all the treatments that i was getting, I seemed to bee getting more confused inside while I was healing on the outside. The reiki treatment was what brought it all out. I was in a state that I have never been before euphoric and also scary. I lost my breath, my toes curled and was having tremors. Once it was done it took me 15 minutes or so to settle and even sit up. it was late in the afternoon and the street lights were on and the lights hurt my eyes. i was a little dazed and i don't think i should have drove home after. The next AM I felt like i was in a car accident, every part of my body was in agony and it felt like i had a nail through the center or my skull. My sleep was off and just was way out of myself. It took 3 days for this to settle down and my headache to go away.
I did a pile of research and it seems like I had a spontaneous kundalini rising, that can be brought on by a "near death" experience. I don't know how close i was, but there are several variances that I have read about and I can relate to some.
All that to say is that I have ran with it, embraced it and now I have gone back to Taiosit Tai Chi and am working with the energies that are flowing with and through me and others. I have had one more full reiki session and the master did performed it on me was out of energy when she was done from what i was channeling and releasing. I will be booking a Reiki Kundalini session just to see where that takes me.
I have had some family members tell me that my ancestors had some "healing" powers with pain and headaches and minor stuff.
My hands are sensitive to energy flow and I am loving it. I am taking it in and learning as I go.
You may want to look into your ancestors just to see and maybe you may find out some interesting things.
Look at things with an open mind, believe what you want to believe, and use the positives all around.