Progress

My earlier thread expressed my frustration that not much was happening. I hoped that I would be like those that it worked the first time out of the box. Well I guess I am like most others that it doesn't work the first time. At least my body is going to need multiple sessions to 'rewire' the circcuits as others have suggested - or maybe just remember what we may have originally had but just forgot. Today, I went in with the mind set of just relaxing and enjoying some quiet, private time. I have come to enjoy how refreshing that can be if nothing else happens. I stroked myself to an erection before inserting the aneros hoping that my perineum would be more sensitive. After inserting, no touching at all. After relaxing for 10-15 minutes, I started gentle contractions, trying to hold them and feel the contractions. While breathing deeply, I pushed down with my lower abdomen while squeezing a contraction. A wonderful feeling came over me and my whole body starting shaking. I 'held' onto it for a minute, rested a bit, and repeated it. Sadly, it was not as instense as a normal climax. More like trying to catch a wave, riding it for a minute and the wave pashes you by. So I guess, more experimentation until I can stay on the wave and let it carry me. But todays session told me it is possible - just to be patient and let my body find its way.

Sorry for the long post - just wanted to share today's joy.