Opening Pandoras Box

First of all apologies for the second post in not so many hours, when you read this hopefully you'll understand why.

With no real intention I had my fourth session in a row. I used my fresh homemade lube and the Eupho syn trident, watched some porn and zoned out. It took awhile to get things going but as with my previous post (also see my blog) I started to feel a now familiar buzz from my prostate, after a little gentle persuasion this grew to the same electrical-type sensation as per my previous session, then came the quivering legs. This is where things got a whole lot interesting.....

I switch off the porn and lay on my back in the dark, my prostate was gentle buzzing and this feeling was spreading through my groin, the really high frequency but subtle quivers started to grow stronger. I read on this forum about someone that had learned to move this sensation around his body by the use of his mind alone, so I tried it. Holy crap, it worked, I could move the 'buzz' around my body, first to my belly then to my chest, the next bit is really important, I moved it to my head!!! Wowsers, this was literally a mind blowing experience.

I continued this for ages moving 'the buzz; to my arms with nothing more than mind-control. The strong visuals returned with vengeance, nothing as freaky as before, the most interesting was of Daniele from American Pickers, she was wearing a pink fishnet body suit and we were doing very naughty things to each other on the couch, and I mean really mucky stuff. This image didn't really come as a shock to me as I was browsing the Net a couple of weeks back and found some pics of her in a rather sexy burlesque outfit. The visuals like before were so vivid, even better I could choose my perspective and control where the image went. Then came the sobbing, like totally out of control sobbing like nothing I've ever experienced before, it was like decades of frustration came flooding out, no tears just deep uncontrolled sobs.

The finale came as I continued with the visions combined with moving 'the buzz' from my prostate to my head with my thoughts alone, back and forth, back and forth. I couldn't hold back any longer and finished with the mother of all super-t's, like it milked me dry!

I'm a bit taken aback by what's just happened, I've experienced a lot of the elements before but I've never been able to put everything together to create 'the perfect storm'.

Everything is a whole lot clearer now, why its called rewiring, everything I've read about on this forum and on the blogs now makes much more sense.

I'm obviously in a really good head-space right now, I'm away from home with very few distractions, in staying in a beautiful cabin surrounded by stunning scenery, work has been stress free, life had been simplified. I'm absolutely convinced this has with the progress made in the last couple of sessions.

I've said this in the past but I'm going to say it again, thank you, thank you , thank you to all of you that have posted about your personal journeys on this site, your encouragement had been invaluable and essential reading.

I sincerely hope you all get the opportunity to unlock Pandoras box and get to sob like a girl!!!