Now THAT was weird - The Undulating Rectum!

Hi all...

am new here (to this) and am making modest, though slow and UNRELIABLE progress (using eupho and helix)

Decided to get a vibrating prostate simulator (to see if that might help wake up some nerve endings)...
(this one: http://www.adameve.com/adult-sex-toys/anal-sex-toys/prostate-toys/sp-verve-vibrating-prostate-massager-9050.aspx)

Used it today for the first time...

first off, it was tough knowing exacting if it was point right way (toward stomach) but was able to work with it...

there was some sensation, but, nothing really to write home about...

contractions occurred (invol and vol) and, sure, ok... but again, nothing too interesting...

I would feel some (at times uncomfortable) pressure on prostate (but i have read here that this is normal and
may even precede something BIGGER!) - but it was nothing that i felt was painful...

I just lied in bed (house was empty) for about 1 hour... figured i'd give in "time" to just "chill...

towards the end of the hour i start getting (or forcing -- not sure which) some more involved contractions...

and, well... this is the best way i can describe it...

The vibrator is curved towards prostate -- kind'a like this "close parenthesis"

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with the to end resting on or near the prostate - this asterest in the below image

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get the imagery?

LOL

anyway, when these new, more elaborate contractions started, it felt as if the prostate itself was FORCING itself WAY above the vibrator - knid like pushing the vibrator down and away from it...

as in this series of images here

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obviously i cannot properly represent what was happening IN THERE, but i hope you get the idea...

i could relax.... vibrator would slide back up, nestled against prostate.... then, if i allowed (or helped) the contraction to start (and continue) it would RIDE over - and down - my prostate (i could fell it almost ripple along the folds of skin that may be in there) until i felt like the vib was about to come out, but, IT really was not moving everything INSIDE WAS!!

almost as if the was some kind of pocket that was created inside my rectum (on that side of my body) that FIT the end of the vibrator and then THAT pocket was moving OVER the end of the vibrator...

this was odd... was neat... felt like SOMETHING was really wanting to happen...

but it would happen like 4-6 times... then would go away... i think it came back like ~2...

the hr session turned into 1.45... so... i needed to cut bait and be a bit MORE productive with my day...

any thoughts?

thanks