New here and sharing my experience

Been reading on here a while, but just registered. Hopefully this is ok here.

So, I read about prostate pleasure a few years ago. Sexless marriage - literally. Looking for something more and there it was - super O's sounded pretty good. Tried a few vibrating toys and a few other "things". My favorite turned out to be - don't laugh - part of an old fishing rod. Forgiving rubber or silicone. Bulbous end and a shaft that tapered very thin. It was super comfortable inside. And everyone thought it was a fishing pole when it wasn't being used. I learned a lot with it. Found my prostate. Pressing on bladder was not what you want. Clenching. Got some really good pleasure from it. Felt like I was getting close to something big. Got a nice vibrating toy and also that double end SS wand. Both were ok but not as good as my fishing pole. I established, with me at least, vibrations felt good, but didn't go where I wanted to go. They actually take me off the peak I'm reaching for. I read about aneros but figured what I had was as good as or better. I also got very good at externally massaging my perineum. Then the end of summer last year came.
I found a store a little ways away that sold aneros - figured, ok, I'll try it - the Helix syn. It was ok but it didn't really take me new places. I had dabbled with edibles in the past and they helped somewhat. Then I decided to try a vape with indica. Not for everyone I know. I happened to be alone for a few days - first time in years and years coincidentally. Things started somewhat normally with the aneros in. Then I had a single puff and it was like the voltage suddenly started increasing in me. Within 10 or 15 minutes I experienced this flash of pleasure that left me reeling. You remember in the new War of the Worlds movie how the alien robots sucked the people up and then spit them out in a mist? I felt like in an instant, my body had been sucked up inside something confined, and then exploded out the other side in a gazillion bits, just floating in absolute bliss. I went from total build up and pressure to incredible release. My mind and body seemed to be in another dimension in a flash. It didn't last incredibly long but left me in an altered state. Over the next couple days, I got to various levels of that feeling - more than once feeling like I was floating. Occasionally, I could mentally control it. I could bring someone in with me in my mind to share in it, touching them and vice versa, and it felt so incredibly real.
In the last few months I've learned things about myself and what works for me and what doesn't. I've also gotten the progasm and the jr. Usually the Helix is best. I've also gotten better at relaxing and knowing when to clench a little, when to relax, and when to change my approach. I have essentially given up traditional masturbation. With a longer session I will usually finish with a traditional orgasm, but I don't miss it. If I'm just craving feeling things get wound up a little, I'll put in the Helix and just wear it while at home with people around, at the store, wherever. I feel satisfied after.
So that brings me to last night. Around midnight, I had my puff or two and laid back to relax - I sleep alone at home. As my body settled in, I would stroke my skin. Arms, sides, butt cheeks, back of my thighs, around my groin but never touching it. Eventually ever so lightly pressing just above my groin and slowly working my way around the side and down to my perineum. It's almost like the pleasure spot migrates around and learning how to follow it is part of the process. I prob went like that for an hour or so and had some incredible waves, orgasms, or whatever ones vocabulary wants to label them. They felt incredible and lasted for minutes at a time. Nipple play is every but as pleasurable as people say too - one or two peaks coming from that alone.
Eventually out came the aneros. Just getting it out and getting lube on it causes me to peak, shaking and convulsing the whole time, till I get it resting against my backside. My whole body is alive at this point, shaking, pulsing, clenching, relaxing, and with gentle pressure I slowly ease the Helix deeper. The balance between relaxing down there and forcing it back out is just delicious. Riding that knife edge is a thing all on its own, feeling your body trying to suck the toy in, and having it finally doing so. Then sitting back and just letting your body figure out where to go. Nipple? Perineum? Total relax? Clench? Last night I found bringing my legs up while on my side and very lightly dancing my fingers near my anus without touching the toy or right around it was incredible. Alas, anal orgasm really is a thing - just incredible feeling that swell inside. Nipples? There's another one of those orgasms. Fingers more towards my perineum? My God that felt good. Roll on my back a touch and massage the front a little. Eventually, after prob 10 or 20 or however many incredible highs or orgasms or waves, I just relax and drift off until my body wakes me up on the edge of another one. All the while, the Helix is dancing little bits, some involuntary I think, so voluntary I think. They seem to blend. Finally, prob 4 or more hours into the night, I wake up to this incredible build up. I roll on my side and bring my legs up some and start shaking. I'm sitting up some, humping the air in some way, and I feel the aneros moving against me like a jackhammer. I'm lifting my whole body into the air on my side, thrusting and convulsing, all of it with no effort on my part. I feel like I'm hanging on a hook in the air in total bliss, until minutes later it gently lays me down in total clarity and I mumble to myself how good that felt. Two or three more times I go there, my body flailing like Priss in the original blade runner being retired. Out of breath, super sensitive, prostate laughing at me and the Helix asking me if I want more. I say enough because I know what happens after I take it out. My body doesn't want to sleep, so for the next four hours I am intermittently woken up in a dreamy state on the verge, again, and again, easily falling into another orgasm. It only stops when I decide to get up.
Sorry this was so long. I guess I just wanted to convey that no session is the same. No single orgasm is the same. Minute to minute everything can change. Pay attention to what feels good, whether it's the aneros or running your big toe against the blanket. Everything becomes pleasure when you figure it out. And the movements, inside or out, can be miniscule or even just barely perceptible pressure, even just knowing you're about to touch yourself somewhere can be enough. The weed was my game changer along with the aneros. And I can start and finish a-less as well. I hope you find what works for you. Lastly, I never touched my penis with the exception of putting my vibrating toy against my frenulum, giving me an incredible traditional orgasm while completely soft and dripping. Now I'm so fired up after typing all this that I want to grab a toy and go again, but there's a football game on later that I have to get ready for.
Good luck...