my experience so far-gctid110721

So I am a straight male in my mids 30s. I had never really considered anal before I embarked on this journey. I would have only really considered it before if my wife would have really wanted it. I did a lot of reading and research for different sexual adventures to find ways to pleasure myself and my wife. Learning to make my wife squirt and cum at my will, was super fun. I always felt like she got to have such amazing orgasms, and I just got to experience all the sensations until a came and it was over.

well about 6 months ago, I started reading a lot of stuff. I had read about aneros a bunch of places and thought it was just hype to pay for such expensive toys. I bought a bunch of other types of toys and tried them. However, I didnt know how to really use them. I was focussed on penetration, and putting pressure on my prostate. I found some very pleasurable areas and got very close to what felt almost like a traditional orgasm that died right before it happened. I had toys that slipped in easy and some I had to work to get in. After these sessions I felt sore and kind of dirty. I really began to wonder if it was worth it. I did more reading and found that in and out penetration may not be the way to get me there. I had a toy that was similar to the aneros and began to read the wiki here. I practiced some of the techniques and quit touching my penis, and the result was a more pleasurable experience without the discomfort.

after experiencing what the excercises could do for my pleasure, I had to break down and buy aneros products. I got the helix and the bigger one in tthe line which name escapes me right now. I tried theprogasm first as it was still smaller thansome toys I had tried. I just relaxed and put the toy in. After this I just tried to ignore the toy was in for a bit. I carried on for a while with what I was otherwise doing. Walking around, picking up stuff. This started all sorts of sensations. I decided after a bit to turn on some porn. I lied down on the floor and began breathing and excercises, but was too excited to get calm, so I decided to do some stretches and roll my back out on a large foam roller to relax, and that is when it got a lot more intense. I began to get shivers and shakes and some intense feelings around my prostate. Mymuscles began to quiverwith my quivering breath. This really sent me into a nice place. I would have what I believe were mini os. After a while of these feelings I would get periods of numbness that would he followed by a greater intensity of quivers and afeelings in my prostate like I just couldnt take it. After a while it wore off, and I decided to switch to the helix which started it back up, and I went to lay downin the bed to watch some more porn. I continued to have these mini episodes and decided to take a vibrator and just touch it to the aneros, and this sent my ass into a whole lot of confusion, making me hop all over the place. I will continue this a little later.... keeps kicking me out and I lose some of my writing